Erase You || LuWin Ft. Jaemin

04 : LuWin 0.05

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After that long day, Lucas quickly drift to sleep while Winwin stayed outside their balcony as he watched the skies above...

"I still remembered how my Jaemin's nag me about his favorite song to be played as his lullaby... That song makes me think that..." He smile gently "Yes, I'm home... I just come back home but my boy's not at home anymore..." He sigh "In our next life, please come back to me... Please look for Baba" he wipe his tears before going to bed, next to his husband...

He hugged him as he try to fall asleep but to his surprise, Lucas turn around to face him... wrapped his arms around Winwin and kissed his forehead "Let's sleep like this My love" Winwin smile at his words and hugged him back until they fall to sleep...

Just right at that very moment, a gentle touch places its gentleness into Lucas' head as he drift to his dreamland peacefully... Tears streaming down from that gentle thing & when it was ready to place his gentle touch on Winwin, he hesitated... Maybe not that hesitantly but because of his strong will... He bend down and whisper into Winwin's ears "You need to let go... Don't live like this" when he to turn his ankle for him to leave, walking towards the balcony to spread his wings, Winwin woke up, look straight... & quickly followed him...

"I've been waiting for you" The gentle thing turn and found himself looking straight into the man's swollen eyes "Do you know how I longed to see you? How I longed to get you back into my arms? To give you butterfly kisses... To tuck you in bed... To hear your nagging and whining... To see your beautiful smile and joyous laughter as well as To sing your favorite song together with you and we, together sleep while you're cuddling into my arms... Baba really miss you a lot" Winwin's eyes shed tears again "Baby... Please come back to Baba" he begged which the other look down to his feet "Baba... I'm sorry. Jaemin can't go back... Jaemin so very... So sorry" which hurt Winwin so bad was when he saw tears falling down from Jaemin's eyes, Winwin want to hug him but he can't... no matter how much he try... He can't... He wanted to wipe his son's tears so bad and to comfort him under his warmest hugs but can't... Just really, really can't...

"Why did you do that? You can just live a happier life without me... Baby why?" Jaemin look up to Winwin as he shows him his smile "Everyone's afraid of Jaemin... They think I'm bad. But I only want dad to be happy all over again... I want Baba with Dad..." Jaemin then look up at the sky "Jaemin need to go Baba..." He look back at him and flashes his most beautiful smile,

"You can't do this" Winwin still try to hold him... Jaemin look at him "Baba?" Winwin look at his most precious little one "Baba, don't be sad... Dad will make you so much happier than those times and keep this words I'll say okay?" Jaemin tried his hardest to hold his tears in front of his Baba "I will always be at the skies, If you miss me... You can just look up and please keep this in mind, I will always be here, be there and be with him... That Greatest Man who will carry you throughout your days, who will take you in his arms whenever you feel like your body's tired, your heart in deep pain and your soul's exhausted... He was there, so don't worry about me... I originally came from there and was giving to you for awhile before I decide to go back there in a replacement of you Baba... I'm already so much lucky and happy for being part of your memories... And Yes Baba, in our fortunate future and next life, I will look for you and will come to you Baba... I wasn't really meant to be born yet but because of His favor for you, he sent me down but not expecting that I gone back there too much earlier than I should be... I was whole and complete form when He send me down that's why I mysteriously disappear as whole and complete Baba... I really do love to see you happy... Try to put me in the back of your memory since I can't Erase myself from yours, all due to your great will to keep me there... Don't put walls Baba... let yourself be happy again... I'm happy in Heaven now, Don't worry much... Until we meet again"

Right in front of him, Jaemin left like a flash of a light, With his words marked into his heart and those smile printed onto to his head... Winwin left again looking up at the night sky until he feel his body getting tired...

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Lucas woke up with Winwin's still sleeping beside him, But something confused him... "Why did my head and heart felt so light?" He thought to himself... But he shakes it off and went out to the bed gently just to prepare them breakfast...

He hum to his favorite song while preparing everything as on his middle of finishing up,

"Why are you so cheerful?" Lucas turn around and saw his husband walking down the stairs "I'm just happy..." He meet him and cupped his face with his huge and big hands "Because of you..." and giving him morning kisses. Assisting him to the dining table with so much love like what first time couples be,

Winwin looked at him with so much love as what Lucas already was giving him...

Lucas held his hand "Let's go for a trip" Winwin look at him "What about the company?" "Cousin will arrive today... I'll ask him to divide his time, He can't say NO since he loves me" "Woo Do Hwan hyung?" Lucas nod "You are a total brat... and no one can disagree" Lucas cutely smile at him "So we're good?" "I can't say no, right?" Lucas' smile got bigger and move his face to Winwin's then give him kisses...

"It's been 15 years since we're together, I still love you this much and nothing can separate us" Winwin smile at him as he thought to himself...

"So Jaemin came to erase Lucas' memory? That heartbreaking memory of my accident and... including his memory with him..."

Winwin keep on smiling at Lucas as they ate their breakfast...

"I will be happy as what you wanted me to be but I will Never... like ever going to let you be Erase Jaemin... I will never Erase You"

Then Winwin started to interact with Lucas by giving him foods and laugh with him like they used to be in the part where that painful event on their lives happened.