Evanescence (A Jasper Hale X Reader Fanfic) |twilight fanfiction|

C H A P T E R 8

"It's in the past."

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(Y/N'S P.O.V)

I pulled out the hug with Jasper, it wasn't warm, but it comforts me.

"Let's just cut to the chase, okay? What did you see when I took off my bracelet?" I told and asked Alice.

"That's not you're problem anymore." Alice said.

"Why? I know I'm in big threat right now, I broke the deal between the volturi coven and me." I said, I feel the coldness struck me, I forgot I was still in my tube and short. "Off the topic, but can I borrow a towel or something, it's cold." I asked embarrassed. Jasper chuckled, I rolled my eyes on him.

"Y/n, do you still want us to explain what happened before we met you?" Carlisle asked while handling me a towel, I nod.

"Bella was a new face here in forks too when that happened, Edward found out that she was his soulmate. Bella got curious about Edward's attitude towards her and started to investigate, there she found out that we're bloodsuckers. We fought other vampires that tried to kill her that day, we won by the way. Edward and Bella got married and do what married people would do, it was all well until we found out that Bella's pregnant. We were shocked knowing that a vampire could never make a child but this was different because that day Bella was still a human. She carried Renesmee in less than a month, she had problems gaving birth that day so we need to turn her into one of us. The volturi wasn't very pleased about a hybrid, Renesmee existing, they wanted her, but we didn't gave her, but instead of fighting, Alice let him see what will happen if we start the war, Aro was devastated to see his fellow vampires that belongs to his coven die so he just decided peace between us." Carlisle said.

"They are afraid that this will happen again too, aren't they." I said realizing what will happen.

"I don't want to be a vampire nor a werewolf, I just want to be normal, just normal for my mother." I added sadly.

"You can be with us, we can turn you, we can ensure your safety." Jasper said.

"I just can't." I said.

"You see, I'm not really a werewolf, I was never one, and I never experienced a normal family so I'm protecting my mother at all cost, I can even give away my life for her." I said.

"Wait, you said you're not really a werewolf? How is that possible, you can turn into one." Alice asked intrigued.

"When my mother was 16 she met my father which was a werewolf, my mom accepted him, but her adoptive family didn't. My mom rebelled against them, she ran away but little did she know, she was part of a plan. Her adoptive parents was scientists, they were experimenting the ability of shifters being past on not by genetics, but by an object. They used my mother's relationship with a shifter for their experiment. My mother gave birth to me 2 years after she ran away, luckily the genes of my father wasn't strong enough for me to be a werewolf too, I was a normal human kid. When I was five years old my mother was often late or gone, which makes my father wonder. The time I turned 6 my father's ability to transform vanished which caused him to be kicked out his pack. It turns out my grandparents experiment work, but with a sacrifice. A shifter for a shifter. My mom realized what she's done and apologized to my father nonstop but my father was so upset that he couldn't forgive her which cause me to be mistreated too. We got into a car accident where my father died and which caused my mother to have depression. When I was 9 my mother gave me to my grandparents in France, there my uncle gave me the pendant that can help me to transform. I just found out last night that the pendant I was holding was a part of my late father." I explained to them holding up a sob.

"That was shocking." Alice said.

"It's in the past, but my real problem now is not getting killed." I said changing my own mood from sorrowful to joyful without any help from Jasper.

"You can be save but not your mother." Said Carlisle.

"Why not my mother?" I asked, confused.

"We can turn you. It's your choice." Rosalie said.

"No, I can't just leave my mother to die." I said.

"And I can't leave you to die." Jasper said.

"Just no, I'll just let them to turn me then." I said walking away. I phase into a wolf and ran. 'I'm so pathetic' I thought to myself.

I got home and didn't think about the treath. "Mom?" I asked out loud, I saw her asleep in the couch again, I signed and pick her up(i can carry her because I'm still wearing the pendant). I walked towards her room, the time I opened the door i saw a picture of us family when I was 4, we were at Hawaii, a tear dropped off my eye when my eyes focused itself to my dad's face, I put my mother down her bed. I sat down on the side of my mother's bed and pick up the family photo. "I miss you Dad, we miss you so much.", I put it down where it was then, and proceeded to my own room.

As I open the door, Jasper was there, I jump a little, surprised.

"What are you doing here" I asked, still catching my breath.

"To convince you." he said walking towards me.

"I know what you're thinking, don't bother, I've already made up my mind, we will just leave Forks." I said.

"I'll still follow you and you can't change that." he said.

"Just please Jasper, leave me alone. I've made it final, besides you were wrong about Alice back then, you can be wrong with me too." (a/n: Yes, Alice was the mate of Jasper back then but they noticed that there's no spark. Alice's mate will show, just wait for it.) I said.

"Y/n!" he yelled. I was startled.

"Sorry Jasper, maybe it's for the best," I said, looking away. As I turned around, he was so close to me, our nose was just inches away, I backed away but was stopped by him putting his arms around my waist and kissing me at vampire speed. I was struggling but he was too strong, "Jasper, stop." I mumbled under his lips. He let go but I wasn't in the mood to look into his eyes instead I pushed him into my balcony and I closed the door.

"Bye." I gestured from my side of my glass door. I put the curtains down and as a human, I need to get to sleep but my mind wasn't sure but my body is so once I played in my bed I was immediately put unconscious by my physical strength.

I won't leave my mother alone, no, not in this condition.

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Did you know?
The psychologist said that when you change the language you speak it will affect your attitude too.

~JoΔΦ