Why Me?!

I woke up having the same feeling i've had every other day for the past how many weeks. That vomity feeling expect this time it was much stronger.I covered my mouth with my hand, then jumped out of bed spirtting across the room, down the hall to the bathroom. Thank God no one was here yet. I barrged in heading staright for the toilet. I fall onto my knee's causing pain to spread up them, but at this moment i really didnt care. I threw my arms around the seat of the toilet, then as i have been doing for the past mornings. I threw up. All my emtions were drained out of me. How long is this going to last?! I looked up at the ceiling with the little energy i had left and whispered

'Why do you do this to me?" silent tears ran down my cheeks. I didnt care if i died i just wanted this pain to end.

"Mum!!!" shouted my twin. Jacob. He came in moving my hair out of the way.

"Thanks! i whispered. He showed me a soft smile,

"Dont mention it" he grinned. I loved Jacob of course i would he was my other half. If he wasnt here with me i dont know how i would be able to cope. I continued being sick for the next 20 mintues. It must be horrible living with me, since there always seems to be something wrong. Mum was now in the bathroom taking over Jakes job. But Jake never leaves my side, ever he's like a gurdian angel who's also my brother.

We had all moved to the kitchen, although it took me a longer time to get down the stairs because with every step i took pain spread through out my body, making it hard to walk. Even breathing was hard to do since when I inhale my chest fills with pain. I entered the kitchen at my own pace, then shuffled across towards the fridge, I pulled out a bottle of ice cold water. How I always like it, Jacob had rentered the kitchen, this time with no top on.

"Jake where's you top?" i asked looking at him. He sighed

"There was some...sick on it so i took it off and threw it in the washing" he mumbled rubbing the back of his neck. Great. Not only did i get sick in the toilet i got it on his top too.

"Oh...Sorry" i whispered he shook his head smiling

"No, no thats fine. Its only a top, i can get it washed, right mum" he chuckled walking over to me. He kissed the side of my face then wrapped his arms around me. Being this close to Jake made me feel like we were one, that we could depend on each other, that we would always be there for one another. He was taller then me so my head leaned nicely aganist his bare chest, our breathing moved with each other or chests raising and falling at the same time. I smiled against him, Mum just sat there watching

"Violet" her voice wobbled slightly, something wasnt right. Me and Jacob pulled away from each other, he grabbed a bowl out of the cupboard, i passed him the ceral on the countour before leaning against it. I didnt really enjoy sitting down, i perffered to stand.

"Violet, when Alex gets here im taking you to the doctors" mum sighed

mum sighed leaning her head on her hands. I shook my head rapidly, which wasnt such a good idea since i now felt very dizzy. I held onto the contour to keep myself standing up.

"No mum. Im fine, i bet its just that morning sickness thing thats going around, it'll be gone soon" my voice was shaken, i aboslted hated the doctors. Its just the waiting there being unknown of what is going to happen next. Jacob walked in frowning.

"Vi you really do need to go see a doctor, this has gone on for far too long its been what? 4 weeks? and everyday you wake up being sick. You get dizzy really easy whilst somedays you cant even lift a finger!" he exclamied, in return i sighed from the fact that it was all true. I let go of the contour steading myself quickly so know one knew i was wobbling.