Why Me?!

I reached the bottom of the floor taking a quick glance around the room then heading for the direction Alex just went. I opened the door the strong wind danced with my hair blowing in my face before it ran into the house mixing with the smell of Violets perfume, the new smell drifted into my nostrils it had improved the fragrance, although it didn't need to be. I stepped out into the cold evening the once blue sky was now turning a light pink colour behind the fluffy clouds. Alex's disgusting sent still lurked around the air, I all most wanted to puke. My feet moved towards the west following Alex. I kept a steady pace, Alex was now in my crystal clear view. I could see everything on him from the hair on his head to the smallest freckle on the back of his neck. His brown hair stuck down onto his big head he was constantly looking around almost like he was expecting someone...oh right he was expecting me...

I picked up the pace until I was directly behind him my hot breath tangled with the cold air, I shoved my hands into the pockets of my jacket keeping my hands warm although they will always be cold. I tucked my neck into the warmness of my collar. Alex suddenly changed making an escape down a narrow alleyway but his luck was about to run out..

Violets P.O.V

"Mum really Im fine" I exclaimed for the tenth time while mum's tears just ran fast down her cheeks. I sighed shaking my head

"Mum Please! I just want some peace and quiet" I whispered not looking her in the eye. How could I? I could feel those gentle eyes resting on my face, It brought pain to me I couldn't imagine the torture mum was going through. I heard her knee's crack as she tuck to a stand then silently exited my room. I sat in silence while the world pasted by. Where was Jayden? I thought a loud knock at my door brought my out of my head, I swung around to quickly as horrible pain shot up my side. I looked at the door to see Jacob looking at me. His eyes were bright red, My brother, My other half I was looking at the one who always made me happy. I smiled as he entered the room he closed the door not making a sound, he walked across the carpet floor he hesitated beside my bed. Jacob looked down on me, 

"Jaco" I whispered his eyes clammed shut his hands curled into fist

"Dont Call Me Jaco...You Know I Hate It" He said through gritted teeth, I nodded remembering how dad use to call Jacob that.

"Jay Jay Please dont tell me you have come in here to cry aswell??" I questioned, when he didnt reply i felt my heart sink. His hand met my face the soft touch made me relax, I melted into the comfort that ran from his hand into my cheek. I felt my eyes close as a silent tear crept out my eye, it ran to Jacobs hand, with his thumb he wiped away that tear that had escaped my eye. My face was being lifted towards the bright light in the middle of my room I opened my eyes I could see my own reflection in Jacob's eyes. He inhaled before holding his breath his face leaned forward his lips crushed onto my forehead, I sniffed as he pulled away his face was leveled with mine, tears ran down his cheeks. 

"Im sorry" he whispered before standing up, his hand slowly pulled away from me. I put both my hands on his as it parted from my face, but Jacob pulled away. I left my hands hovering in the air, he ran to my door his arm stretched out towards the door handle. I watched as another tear escaped his eye than ran down his cheek it dripped of his chin. As it fall to the floor it felt like the world had stopped and turned into slow motion. The moment that single tear hit the floor i felt every inch of my body want to run at Jacob, to comfort him to tell him it was going to be fine. That I didn't have leukemia that this was all a terrible dream that we would all wake up to soon. But that wasn't going to happen. This was reality. Jacob sniffed his head slightly turned to me but his eyes wedged shut,

"Im sorry" he repeated before leaving me alone in my room. I frowned, I was causing pain for everyone not just myself. I felt my eyelids grow heavy it felt like i had already separated from my body. I didn't feel my body go limp until my eye sight turned to darkness..