I don't mean to drag you down

no❤️

mikes pov

I walked down the hallway of school. I didn't wanna go to class so I decided to go to the rooftop because i'm edgy and shit. Also cause i like it up there. It's pretty dirty up here cause it's a roof and my school doesn't really give a shit about a roof. Like how i don't give a shit about josh.

I don't know why we can't be friends. It just feels wrong. We're both the bad boys of the school so i don't know why we aren't friends.
just kidding i know exactly why we are friends.
when we were freshmen we were kinda close. One time i was going through it and questioning my sexuality so i told josh about it. the next day everyone at school had a new nickname for me. fagbag. so then i became the bully to get away from the bullies.

I blamed josh for everything and never talked to again. until now. cause we're both on the roof. why'd i come up here.

"hey fagbag" josh says to me
i really hate him. i ignore him and to be petty i walk on to the side of the roof that he's on. there's a silence between us. it's weird.

"in case you didn't hear me i called fagbag, fagbag."

i walk up to him. his face a foot away from mine and i just stand there. i don't say anything to him cause that would make him happy. i know he misses me.

he blows on my nose. what the fuck. i think he's gay. i'm gay so i would know.

"how's tony?" i ask him knowing that yesterday i was in tony

"how's your dick? is it still bent?" 

yeah my dick is bent at about a 20° angle. i was born with it it still works. i'm kinda insecure about it though.

out of anger i push him. just a slight shove. nothing major.

"woah someone's mad. didn't think you'd still be upset about it. it's just a dick."

"maybe i wouldn't be upset about it if the person talking about it wasn't the guy who outed me to the school."

"uhm i didn't out to the school dallon did."

i was surprised and upset. i hate being mad at the wrong person.

"i thought you told everyone?"

"no i only told dallon cause i didn't know what to do. he decided to tell all of those group chats hes in about you and then boom everyone knew. i never got the chance to tell you because you were too busy ignoring me with ya bent ass dick."

i moved closer to him cause i couldn't possibly be hearing him right.

"dallon exposes me? not you?"

"yeah so could you maybe stop being mad?"

" i guess..."