8, July ^20

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Woooow
That was the worst rejection I ever got.
I bury my head in the pillow, it's really hard to confess to someone and then they come up with: „okay" „It's not a bad thing" and I'm just like I NEVER SAID THAT IT WAS A BAD THING!
I literally knew that she would not be able to require my feelings, I knew.
Everything that could've possibly went wrong, did went wrong.
*sigh* It's 11:00 pm in the evening and I wrote her that 8 hours ago, she read it, and did not respond.
She left me on read, at a confession.
She is actually very friendly and nice, but like probably she does not knows how to handle humans feelings.
I still love her.
I really do.

This is just short, because I need to sleep now, to progress what happened today.
*sigh* exhausting
I think I actually made the right decision.
Provably 🙃

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