Fixable Souls - HP

Chapter 2

Harry- I blink awake noticing that I am not in the bathroom anymore or Hogwart at all. I am within a normal house bedroom with creamy white walls, oaks wood floors which the bed is the same wood which is a double with white sheets that are large and comfy, a light wood wardrobe with matching desk, desk chair and shelves with books on them. I sit up with a groan at not wanting to leave the bed but I am curious as to where I am and who I am with. I look down at my arms noticing now that I have silk black pyjamas on which are a few sizes bigger than mine reminding me of a certain blonde who wear probably similar type of clothing. I pull the sleeve up noticing a scar were I have cut last night before pulling the other sleeve up seeing the same scar also. I walk out of the room trying not to let my nerves get the better of me as I try to focus more on the cold floor and what is going on. I walk down the hall way and into a living room seeing a nice warm fire on. I notice a figure by in a chair with a book in hand.

Severus- I notice him within the hall way turning to look at him "you can come in, don't worry or be afraid"

Harry- I walk through sitting down in front of the coach in front of the fire looking the warmth from it. I look back over to him feeling some what secure which is not what I normally feel around him with always being on edge around him and not in the good feeling safe way that I am feel now (he is feeling safe now).

Severus- I look up noticing the boy is looking at me "are you alright Mr Potter?"

Harry- "why did you save me, why didn't you let me die, so I can be away from this world, not that I am not thank for because a little part of me is but a large part of me wishes I wasn't here, so why?"

Severus- "because I might not show it but I actually care about you"

Harry- "why now?"

Severus- "because I was told to act that way towards you, I thought from your first year until a few days ago that Dumbledore wanted me to treat you that way, so they wouldn't connect the dots that I wasn't truly on Voldemort side at all but I found out that it wasn't for that at all, that he wanted you to obey him, to remind you of your ways like what you abusive family did to you, to remind you of that and your place, to feel like you can't to go to anyone but him for everything"

Harry- I sigh "I get it, he control us all, he is also one of the reason why I did it"

Severus- "when did they start"

Harry- "all I remember is them start way before I was four but can only remember until then, I think I have always felt depressed but has increase over the years which made my thought worse"

Severus- "when did you start cutting?"

Harry- "when I was eight years old, I cut deep myself accidentally but I felt some relief from it and that's how it all start"

Severus- "Anorexia?"

Harry- "I don't get feed much from my so called family, I was only feed three times in a week which would be some brown bread and water or the scraps that was if there was any because my uncle and cousin are the sizes of a whale, it didn't help when I came to Hogwarts Ron kept taking food off my plate turns out Dumbledore made sure he did that, for me to stay weak both in body and magic wise"

Severus- I nod "we will be getting you on a diet, that will be alright for you to consume and be able to keep down, it will start with soft thing like liquid wise for example soup and drinks like milk or water because we don't want you sicking it up do we because of the lack of food has already done enough damage and hopefully we will be able to change it with how much you stomach has shrunk"

Harry- I nod "that fine with me"

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