Fixable Souls - HP

Chapter 6

Harry- I blink awake seeing someone has there arms around me and my pillow is moving up and down. I look down seeing a top, I sit up looking down seeing it was Malfoy making my eyes widen. I noticed there was something or someone else in the room, I look over and see Severus. Then it all comes back to me, I said I wouldn't do it again but I did, I bet I disappointed him and he won't want me anymore. I feel my eyes getting watery and tears running down. I get up and walk out of the room feeling my legs become a bit wobbly from both emotions and weakness from what I had done. I sit down in the living room seeing the fire turn it self on as I watch and let me uncontrollable emotions out.

Draco- I felt movement as I blink awake, remember what happened and where I was which I am surprised I feel asleep. I look down seeing that Potter wasn't here anymore but Uncle Sev was in the chair still but asleep. I get up, going downstairs and seeing Potter sitting there but not in a great state either with the darkness under his eyes, paleness, skinness even though he eat the same amount as me and Severus, and the tears rolling down his face. I walk over sitting down next to him pulling him into my arms.

Harry- I move my legs putting them to my right inside and leaning into him "why you being so nice, to me" I look up "it isn't because of the you know what right?"

Draco- I shake my head "I won't lie to you but it is a little but because of what you said that day in the closet, it made me think and release my actions towards not just you or others, I know I was a right jerk and I understand if you won't forgive me because of me hurting you or how horrible I was towards you and others but I am going to try and become a better person. I now it's not an excuse about the jealous of who you ended up friends with instead of becoming friends with me and with the way I was taught to be, I was taught to punish those who dare look down at them and show them there place, you see my father isn't a nice person and would punish me and by punish I mean use his cane, wand with curses including the unforgiveable except the killing one of course and his hands. I know you went through way much worse than me and that you ended up being a better person than me, then agree, believing and going with what they did to you or told you unlike I did because I wanted to make my father and my family line proud. I have always wished to be like you, free from the hurt and fakeness around you except when finding out that you weren't spoiled like a prince which I was but I didn't wish for it and if they didn't treat me they way they did with me I would of probably turned out to be a better person instead of a spoiled brat but when I found out you were hurt, I knew they we weren't as different from each other meaning I could me just as free and be loved without all the hurt or curses, I wish to be your friend or something like that"

Harry- "why would you want to be exactly like me, remember what I have done, so why would you want that or be like me"

Draco- I sigh sliding up my sleeve showing my arms letting my glamours down "because you are the only one who has gone through this, I have and Uncle Sev got me through this even took me away from my family, yeah I go back to see my mother because she didn't hurt me but she signed the papers and allowed my Uncle Sev to adopt me. Uncle Sev has been through it too which I should probably be telling you because...."

Severus- "because it's my secret that I regret doing" I say walking into the room "but I did too because I didn't hav anyone there for me, I lots me best friend who kept me steady, I joined the dark side two years before when I was thirteen, I lot my mother a year before because my father was abusive to me and her, so instead of packing and going taking me with her, she hung her self, so I thought that if I tried to kill myself too thinking I would be free and would be with her and loved ones"

Harry- "then why can't I make it disappear like both you did?"

Draco- "because it doesn't Potter, it will always be there all those thought but now in the back of our minds but still there. You see I started at a young age around six and ended my cutting and lake of eating last year but I didn't stop over night, I kept relapsing either near or a few months to a year after stopping, you know how Alcohol is an addition, so is eating disorders and cutting, yeah it will take time and we will all go through very hard times of it but we will always ended up being alright in the end, some more than others because you have use and will come out of it"

Harry- I nod "so I am not kicked out?"

Severus- I shake my head "no of course not Harry"

Harry- "but are you angry or disappointed in me"

Severus- "I will be never disappointed at you at all, yeah I will be angry and will cool off but I would never be angry at you all because you relapse or with what you did last night"

Harry- "Never?"

Severus and Draco- "Never"

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