Author's note: Hey dudes! So if your reading this just know that I tried my best with this story. So please say the hate comments okay. If you dont like cool, live yiur life and forget about the story. It never happened. But if you do like glad you think I'm somewhat awesome :) anyways I'm gonna put people down in the cast area that I think matches the characters. So.... um... yeah read it like it hate it. Im cool with whatever but I stop taking uo your time and leave you to it. Btw please read the author's note at the end!
******-Grayson POV-
"Grayson, please say something." I looked at her. Her emerald eyes were filling with tears.I turned away frorm her I couldnt even look at her. "Um okay." I turned and walked down the road. What was I supposed to say? Blood rushed to my cheeks and my heart silently shattered. I wanted to scream at her tell her she was making a mistake, I couldnt bring myself to it. I love her she cant just let everything we have go. I need her.
◆3 months later◆
Summer is finally over. Damn. Time to go back to our prison. What every kid calls hell. School. I look into to my empty locker knowing that it would soon be an avalanche waiting to happen. Good lord. Glad I'm a senior.
"What's good my dude." My friend Josh leaned up against the locker beside mine.
"Josh?" "Mhmm?" I laughed. "What the hell are you so hyper about?" He smiled a lopsided grin at me. "Man I had three cokes this morning I'm pumped for anything." I shoved him and laughed. Josh had this look about him that screamed for detention. Not that he dressed like a thug or anything but he just looked like, well, an idiot. Probably why I like him.
"Umph!" I didnt notice a girl in front of me and I ran into her. Good one Grayson. "Oh man, I'm sorry I really didnt see you." "It's fine." I looked at her and froze. Reagan. Oh shit.
¤Reagan's POV¤
He just stared at me. His blue eyes devored my face and he was emotionless. "Hi." Really Reagan. You cried your eyes out and gained 5pounds from eating nutella over this boy and you say hi. Gold one. Grayson gave me a quick smile and nodded. "It's all good my fault, really" He gave me a pat on the shoulder and walked off. The hell was that?
"Wow." My friend Elisabeth laughed. "I can really feel the sexual tension. The shoulder thouch was just- hot damn!"
I looked at her and rolled my eyes. "I mean you about looked ready to rip the boy's clothes off." She laughed. A shoulder touch. Really?!? I mean yeah I broke up with him but-but god I want him. "Reagan it's a little obvious you still like him so whats the deal?" Elisabeth nuged me and I sighed. Here's the deal,it's our senior year and next year we'll be going to college and our plans didnt match. He was gonna travel the world. For a year. I'll be off in California. I was getting to deep with him. It was the right decision,at least I thought it was.
"It's complicated. " I didnt notice that I was tearing up. "Hey are you good?" "Yeah. All good."
She looked at me and pressed her lips together. "Let's go." I walked into homeroom and sat down. Everybody was just sitting and chatting away they all something to do. I saw a couple in the back they held hands and were laughing at something. Then the guy leaned in and cupped her face and pressed his lips to her nose. She just giggled and looked at him like the world's secrects were in his eyes.
I remeber when Grayson and I sat in the bed of his dad's old pick up. He'd grap my hands and play with my fingers. He'd look at me and smile and my stomach had thousands of butterflies fluttering around. I lean up to his face and twist my fingers in his midnight hair and brought his lips down to meet mine. I would just kiss him to float away.
But it doesn't matter. Mom said boys dont matter all that matters is your education. That I needed to stay focused. She told me to not think about boys. Espicially Grayson.
The day flew by and I was already in my last block. Biology. Holy freaking Yay. I took a seat in the middle row next to the window. I watched other kids flowing into the classroom and apparently everybody has a friend in this class so they skipped over me like I was disease.
Then Grayson walked in. His black hair flopped lazily into his big blue eyes. His lips spread over his teeth while his warm, rich laugh filled the room. He was laughing with a girl.
The hell? Who's that? I felt a pang of jealousy in my stomach. Doesn't matter Reagan he's not yours anymore. She flipped her hair and smiled at him. He looked at her and said something that made her laugh and she touched his arm. He froze and just gave her a half smile but it didnt reach his eyes. Ha! He wasnt intrested in her.
He waved at her and she went to take a seat across the room while he sat next to, me.
"Hey." He smiled at me. "Hi." My voice was so low. Note to self bang head aginst wall when I get home. "So, how was your summer?" Terrible cause I spent everyday thinking about you idiot. "It was fine. Just a little bland." I thought about how I sang my heart out to 'Im not gonna write you a love song' "Yours?" I stared at my hands on the table.
"Well actually I spent time looking at colleges." I glanced at him and saw that he was looking at me warily. "Really?" I looked back at my hands. "Yeah some of them have some cool exchange programs so I could go study in Europe." Oh my sweet, adventurer. I rwisted my hands together.
"That's great." I mentally slapped myself. "Yeah,Reagan?" My stomach flipped. "Hmm?" I stared very intently at my hands. "Would you look at me?" I shot him a glance and looked back at my hands. Forming a curtain with my hair between me and him.
He laughed. "Come on Ray!" My heart stuttered and I could feel the blood rush to my cheeks. He called me his old nickname for me. "Am I really that bad to look at?" No but if I look at you I'll want to kiss you until we cant even breath. I took a deep breath and looked at him. He smiled at me like I gave him a puppy. I smiled back. "See I'm not that bad to look at." I laughed and shook my head.
"Hello students. Im Mr. Calvin I dont like delays or time wasters so I hope you like who your sitting next to because that is your biology partner for the year."
Grayson and I glanced at each other. Well this year is gonna be intresting.
*****Author's note- sup. So hey didja like it? Let me know in the comments! I would love your input. Btw message me and give me ideas or characters. I'll give you credit dont worry! If you find any mistakes I'm sorry! My editor is lazy;) love ya jules! I'll be updating every Friday!
I was gonna update twice since im just making this but my hand is cramping :( sorry babes.
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