Her Innocent Beast✓

12

"Anika I will tell this truth to you. You know what", he said and holded her more close . He holded her waist tightly. Hugging her close made him strong

Anika nodded

"You are the only one and will be the only one who will be aware of this . I never shared my feelings with anybody. It's just you because I love you a lot Anika you are my strength plus weakness. That Shivaay who is in front of the world is due to his childhood. Anika I do what I see. I mean I am like that because I learnt that. I saw these type of behaviour only Anika. There were many people in my life who... Who are the reason of this beasty nature. Who... Made me miserable", he said in low voice. He didn't wanted to cry while remembering his past. He started rolling her hair's him his hand in order to keep himself busy

"Hmm I can understand Shivaay. I am happy that you trust me and you are sharing your pain with me", she said and kissed his hand which was holding her hand. Shivaay left her hair's and holded her hand

"Yes that's because you asked and I can't say no.. after marriage I never hided anything rather than my anger.. Anika ..to be true it..  it was difficult in starting I mean Omru used to support me that's why I was able to control. You never made me angry much Anika but just think how much it's difficult to control your anger.. how much we have to bear just to control that. I .. lied too much just for hiding one thing that I can't get angry much.. if you would be in my place na.. then you would have become same like me" , he said sadly and chuckled . His voice was low showing how much his voice was breaking

"I can't become same like you. You are unique and best", she said and made him drink water by her hands while cupping his face.

He smiled seeing her care and her understanding level. He started her when she was doing that. He didn't needed water even if she is with him

"Were not you hurt after knowing truth Anika? ", He asked and Anika looked down to hide her tears. She clutched her dress tightly

He made her look at him with his hands

"You were Hana. I am soo sorry Anika. I didn't wanted you to see my anger ever... Because I didn't wanted to see that hate and fear in your eyes which everyone have", he said looking straight in her eyes. His voice was low as while telling truth he was feeling bad and he never wanted to see fear of him in her eyes whereas most of the boys want that. He cupped her face and wiped her tears

"Don't cry Anika .. Anger... Who can't get angry hmm .. it's normal Hana... I don't think we should think about that . For me the one who wins my trust is best.. and I try to behave real me in front of them like you Omru. And About Mom , dad , bade Papa , badi maa they were just behind my success. They used to fight regarding who will be the CEO of Oberoi industry

I mean like seriously we are one family.. which I used to think but this family was full of selfishness Anika...they just needed money

In childhood they sent 3 of us in boarding schools away from family... I took business leaving my dreams.. so that they won't force Omru

They never attended annual functions. In starting I used to cry when my classmates used to make fun of me.. then after some years I became habitual.  I was always left alone in class

I saw one boy who was my senior. He was ruling in his class I liked that and asked how did he did that. He told me  that I should ignore people and I should become rude.. people will be scared from me. I should buy fast food daily to tell that I am rich and they will come near me

And it really happened they came.
One teacher used to beat me Anika... Brutally whenever I do small mistake he used to beat" said Shivaay and wiped his fresh tears before they could fall