My Secret

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Skip to monday
Staceys PoV
Training today was kinda awkward not gonna lie. A tango was quite up close and well. Yeah. I was going to talk to the producers today about pulling out. I couldn't do this. It wasn't good for me or Spencer. I went to walk in to the office but Kevin grabbed my hand and stopped me. "Baby. I messed up." "Tell me about it." "And I'm sorry. I should have payed full attention. But I didn't. I jumped in too fast and I didn't let you explain. I. I made a mistake. You aren't a liar you aren't a cheat. You're perfect and. I just. I don't want you to quit. Because then I'll lose what is important to me." "Wow Kevin. You'll lose a chance to be in the final." "No no. No. I'll lose you. And. You are what's important to me. You. I love you like. Like you can't begin to imagine and I. I missed you Stace. It was only a few days but it was horrible. Waking up without you. Falling asleep knowing that you weren't even in the same apartment building. And I. I." He looked over his shoulder and I raised my eyebrows. "I wanted to ask you out tonight. Netflix and chill like we did when I first met you. And ummm. Will. Will you go back out with me?" He closed his eyes and I smiled. "I mean. I will on one condition." "Yeah?" I whispered in his ear. "Kiss me." He looked at me and smiled. "You are making this a whole lot easier than I thought baby." There it was. The feeling of his lips. The way his hands held mine. Massaged them gently. The way his tongue wrapped round mine. It was breathtaking. It was worth the wait. It was "Disgusting." I pulled away and looked over my shoulder and neil Johannes joe Dianne Amy and frosty were stood there. "Guys. Seriously. I told you we shouldn't have looked. We interrupted an important moment." "Too damn right you did. Now if you don't mind. Me and my gorgeous girlfriend are just leaving." They looked at me and I smiled. "What can I say. The guy knows what to say." He grabbed my hand and kissed me again. "And what to do by the looks of things." Joe added and I smiled. "Well that as well." He led me out to his car and looked at me. "Come on gorgeous. We aren't leaving just yet." He dragged me into the back seat made the windows tinted and locked the car. "I'm sorry baby girl. What can I do to make you forgive me Ay?" I looked at him and straddled his lap. "You know full damn well what you can do." "I know. But I want you to tell me. So I know for sure." He pulled me closer and wrapped his arms tightly round my middle. "Kiss me baby."
An hour later
We were still in the car. I had my head on his chest feeling it rise and fall. "Baby." "Yeah?" "Is everything ok?" I looked at him and nodded. "Of course it is. Why?" "Well. You don't seem yourself and I don't wanna go back into that argument but you never actually said what you meant. I don't wanna restart the fire but. I wanna make sure you're ok?" "Can we talk about it tonight. Please. I just." He nodded and kissed the top of my head. "Kev Spencer's at your mum and dads." "And." "We said that we'd get him when we'd finished training." "Baby. Please don't panic. It's fine. They don't know when training finished. It's only eight." "I know but I don't want-." "They won't mind. Besides. I held you back. Dancing of course." He smirked and I looked up at him and smiled. "Why did I think that walking out was a good idea." He caressed my cheek with his thumb and smiled. "Because you're an idiot." He laughed and kissed my forehead gently. "I must be." "You know that I didn't mean what I said right? I love you and I don't want to be with anyone else." "Because no one else has a bigger dick than me." I smiled and he chuckled and combed his fingers through my hair. "Obviously not." "Well how do you know." "Shut up Kevin." He smiled and I sat up and looked at him. "Kev?" "Yeah?" "Ive been thinking about something lately." "Yeah?" "Ive got you a late birthday present." "Another kiss? I'll take that." "Well you can have that as well." I kissed him and he smiled. "I told you that it didn't matter." "I know but this one. This one doesn't cost anything." I climbed into the front of the car and started the engine. "??" "Are you gonna leave me in the front on my own?" He jumped into the passenger seat and I started driving. "Are you gonna murder me." "For being too adorable yes." He smiled and looked at me. "Baby. J don't like this." "You will in a minute." I drove to the place and grabbed what I needed. I got back in the car and handed Kevin an envelope. "Don't open it until we get home." He nodded and I smiled. He grabbed hold of my hand and kissed it. I pulled up outside the house. We walked up and we sat on the sofa. "Go on open it." He slowly opened it and it took a few minutes for him to process. "Wait. You actually. You did that? For me?" I smiled and he pulled me into a hug. "Wait but then. That means." He looked at me and I nodded. "Spencer George Clifton. Has a ring to if you know kev." "Yeah. But it's not complete until it's stacey Jaclyn Clifton." I smiled and brought him in for a gentle sweet kiss. "I love you." "Love you too."
If you didn't understand what it was then the next chapter will explain a bit more.