Saved by Niall [Don't read. It's bad.]

Admittance

                                                                            Chapter 4

  “Michaela,” he says his voice breaking, as he starts to cry again.

“Nialler, no please don't cry! Please!” I beg.

“Then don't hurt yourself!” He says angrily.

“I'm sorry, it's just--” I say, not sure what to say.

“I know, their mean, they say stupid stuff! But you can't let that hurt you, you can't take it seriously!” He says almost yelling.

“It's too much! I can't take it anymore! It's just too much!” I say frustrated. He grabs me and pulls me into a hug, holding me tight.

“But I love you,” He sighs, still upset. I sigh and lean into his chest.

“Don't ever do that again! Promise me!” he says, softly.

“I can't,” I whisper, he pulls me back looking straight into my eyes.

“You have to!” he growls, his eyes burning with anger. I sigh, and he takes that as agreement, but in my head I am thinking, I can never promise that. He pulls me into his lap, and holds me tight as I cry into his chest.

“Go ahead, let it go, get it out baby,” He soothes. We sit there for almost half an hour, me crying him holding me. When I finally quiet down, he pulls me back a little. He looks into my eyes, red from crying.

“Babe, you scared me,” He murmurs..

“Sorry,” I whisper, and he kisses my forehead.

“Now the movie,” He says and we both laugh. He starts the movie, and I sit there still in his arms.