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Dear Diary,
I fainted today. I think it's because I have been living on energy bars, fruits and tea the past few months. I'm still too fat though. I should stop eating, I'm getting too heavy. I might break the scale the next time I stand on it. Haven't been able to look at myself for the past few months, I don't want to either, I'm scared of myself now. The cuts on my wrist are growing... my wrist doesn't have any more space. I should stop doing it on my wrist...I need to get some anti-scar cream. Most other spots of my body are empty though. Should I try doing it on thighs? Update on bullies, they pushed me onto the lockers and almost caused me to fall off the roof. I really am worthless, aren't I? Oh and the group calls themselves 'The Main Four', honestly I think it's pretty lousy and lame Only Jihoon-hyung has noticed so far, I told him some lies...I hope he believed them. He must have believed them. I lie too much, so much people can't tell whether it's true or not. One lie will lead to another lie, I need to get better at lying, I will need to use it a lot in the near future. I have to be more careful about this. I have to go to practice now. I'm messing up the choreo too much. I will not bring them down.

-Dino

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