Dear Diary,
I slipped up on stage again today. I messed up. My hyungs were telling me that it was fine and that it was because I was tired due to school and all. I know I wasn't though. I wasn't practising enough. I need to put in more effort to improve myself. I have to show my hyungs I'm not worthless and not be the burden they have to carry around everywhere anymore. I don't think I'm even allowed to call them hyung anymore. I don't deserve it. Not anymore. I guess the CARATS were right. I am a burden. I am useless. I'm just an annoying little kid that SEVENTEEN has to carry around. Hansol-shi would be a much better maknae than me. I can't decorate my wrist anymore, we have to wear sleeveless shirts next comeback or so we were told. Plus, everyone has been getting suspicious of me. I'll need to find a way to cut without getting noticed. I need to go for night practice soon. Write to you later.
-Dino
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Burden (SEVENTEEN DINO) (DISCONTINUED)
FanficDino's Diary. High school AU. Might be sensitive to some. Discontinued after the 6th Chapter. Written when i was like 12.
