Dear Diary,
I almost got found out today! Soonyoung-hyung walked in whilst I was cleaning up. I had to lie and say I had a nosebleed. Then, he started interrogating me. I'm such a burden. Making him waste his time making sure I'm fine. I'm such a waste of time. Anyways, hyung told Jihoon-hyung which increased Jihoon-hyungs suspicions...Hoshi-hyung and Jihoon-hyung have something going on. Soonhoon shippers. I'm just a lonely and burdensome spoilt brat. Nobody wants me. I got abandoned by my own blood, what's the difference in getting kicked out by people who were once strangers? Cheol-hyung is still oblivious I hope. I don't want him to waste his precious time on me. The bullying is getting worse. Sadly, I'm just their playtoy, something nobody wants. I can be beaten to a pulp in the middle of the hall and still no one would lend a hand to a loser like me. No one will touch much less talk to the loser. The one person who did that got the same treatment as me and ever since then no one dared to try again. Why am I such a worthless freak anyway? I was punched in the gut so many times today, I vomited blood. It hurts like hell. I think I'm supposed to go to the hospital, I can barely dance... Soonyoung-hyung is picking out my mistakes.I'm such a failure...I'll write again tmr. I found a new place to cut, my thighs! Achievement for me.
-Dino
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Burden (SEVENTEEN DINO) (DISCONTINUED)
FanficDino's Diary. High school AU. Might be sensitive to some. Discontinued after the 6th Chapter. Written when i was like 12.
