You Are so Beautiful

can't Breathe Chapter 8 pt 1

Neish and Mal are just Found later both passed out. Canada and the others are extremely worried, especially America. America's dream was right..... Something bad was going to happen.

-in the office-

The two girls are drinking Hot Chocolate to calm them down, while America is Trembling and shaking. "Hey ame it's not your f-" America shouts, cutting Canada's sentence off. "YES IT IS! ITS MY FAULT! IF I WOULD HAVE JUST STAYED TO PROTECT HER....."

Un comes and Pat's the crying American on the back. "Hey.... Ame, Canada is Right, it's wasn't your fault" FBI says.

Area 51 comes with some coffee and gives it to America. "Asean is asleep now, he finally passed out from stress and frustration" Area 51 says. EN comes in and sighs. "It's hard for Asean and the Asians........ We spreaded the news that Philippines is missing" EN says while rubbing his temples.

"P-phila........" Indonesia says Philia's name wearily as she is about to cry again. "Hey hey.... We will find her, don't loose hope! I hope we find her......" Canada says.

"What happened in your dream America?" FBI asks the trembling American. "M-my dream erlier.... W-was that P-Philia g-got Hurt, she was t-there on her b-bed with blood Coming out of her neck..... And someone took h-her..... She didn't look like s-she was okay and b-breathing...." America says while looking extremely terrified.

Ame POV

After a few hours we got sent home..... I really am worried for Philia.... Where is she?.... Is she alive?..... The DNA test shows that Philia's blood was the blood that was found in her Hospital bed..... What happened to her?.... I hope she's alright....

I usually go out to drink in a bar when I'm stressed but I don't want to go out and see other people.... And besides, I have some Beers and some gin at home.....

I get in my car and start it up. I then drive back to my place. What's good about all this?.... My Ferraris.... My Lamborghinis.... My car collection..... My gadgets.... My House... My money..... What's good about this when I don't have the one I love.....

I arrive home feeling so Depressed..... I go in my house and turn on the lights.... I go and take so much beer and alcohol for me to drown in. I sit on the sofa and I start to drink some beer....

I just keep on drinking beer after beer, gin after gin as I drift into thought. Man..... This is so unfair...... I laugh at myself.... What's in fair?.... I could have had children with Philia by now.... I could have married her by now.... But what did my stupid ass do?

I dumped her..... I cheated..... I had a second chance.... But I didn't take it..... And fast forwarding time..... I sit here.... Alone..... Sad and regretting my decision.... I'm so pathetic.... It's my fault... If I never broke up with her and cheated.... She would still be here..... She would be smiling Besides me.....

I snap back to reality when the TV turned on. My dog pressed the on button on the Remote control. Gosh I'm so drunk that I didn't remember dropping it on the floor. I pet my dog and I put the remote back on the coffee table.

The news is on. "Breaking news! Countryhuman Philippines, our sunshine also known as Philia has gone missing! The murderess has really crossed the line by kidnapping and or killing A countryhuman, and the one she chose is Philia the beloved Philia who is the ex Girlfriend of Our countryhuman America,
We all wish that she is found quickly.... And we hope that she is safe.... To you Jack"

Gosh that lady crossed the line by saying she's my ex girlfriend..... I go back to the sofa to pour myself a drink. The weather. Philia likes the sun. They are talking about the weather. Holy crap.... I'm so drunk.... I sound like a kid... I just drink more gin since I'm already drunk and at home.

"New cases reported, People getting killed in their own houses, the police said they will investigate more tomorrow, there's some which are more gruosome  murders, 28 bodies found- oh I'm sorry 29 new bodies found just today, and one of the most gruosome murder is of-"

I turn the TV off because of frustration. New murder cases. I cuss and slam my fist on the wall..... Philia is also Missing...
I went to my bedroom, trying to not think about it and just go to sleep.

I lie down and close my eyes as I drift to sleep. 'Wake up dear' huh? Who is that? Is this a dream?. 'HELP!' PHILIA that's THATS PHILIA'S VOICE. I'm dreaming? Eh? Who is this woman? Philia? Why are her Eyes looking black like this?...... No this isn't her!.

I hear Philia's voice again asking for help, and so I forgot about this monstrous Philia. She says 'wake up dear' once again then I feel hands go on my neck. I can't breathe..... She is strangling me.....

I feel like I'm suffocating..... I think I heard her say 'this is what Philia Felt! This is how I felt!' I then wake up and realize that I'm strangling Myself....

No one was here strangling me, I was the one who was strangling myself..... I get up and drink some water.... This is driving me insane..... My guilt, me being Depressed and blaming myself causing me to try and kill myself.... No.... Philia will be sad.......

"Bad morning blyat"

I look to see the murderess. Oh yeah... I forgot she is here. "Bad Morning to you too Murderess" I say to annoy her by not calling her by her real name.

She gets pissed a bit and so she throws a knife next to my neck then leaves. I go to my vodka and I yell "I KNOW ITS POISONED!" and she then yells. "I KNOW YOU WILL NOTICE BUT I DONT CAREEEE" I sigh. Welp... Good thing she isn't bored enough to kill me... Or else I would have never noticed that it's poisoned and would have been dead....

I go dress up and and wear my Ushanka.
Once I go to my men they all look petrified. I smirk. "How many?" I say. "F-four S-sir....." My right hand man says and I Chuckle.

I look up to see her with a skull and a knife, she's clean and is smirking at me. "Had Fun cutting my men's d***s off?" I ask her and she just grins wider.

"Yes" she says. "Who did you kill?" I ask. "James" she replies. "Where is his skin?" I ask. "It's behind me Russ" she says grinning Wider. Her twisted sadist look is so traumatizing yet I like it. It's the same face I make while watching people get killed, and hearing their screams.

"I've been done with the child killer, it was fun Slicing him up, but he's a weird one...." She says a bit bored. Her hair not flowing with the wind because of its Length. She's just wearing a black dress, over all black. She smashes the skull into pieces by smashing it with a sledgehammer.

We then look at eachother and I say. "Wanna go again Murderess?"she then nods in agreement. "How's your sister?" I ask. "Weaker" she says. She's not wrong......

"She might be gone....."