Hanahaki Disease/kagehina (Completed)

He loves me not

I lay in bed thinking about what Sugawara told me about love and I've come to the conclusion that I do love him, now my mind is racing thinking does he like me back? Should I tell him? Will he be disgusted?. I feel tears running down my cheek, I slowly lift my head and look at the clock it's now 3:00 am, my eyes widen I've been lying in bed thinking about him for 7 hours?! "Ugh!" I yell "love sucks!!" I grab my pillow and wrap my arms around it and hug it tightly. I start to cry harder then I feel something scratch my throat I start coughing, I can't breath! What the hell is in my throat?! I run to the bathroom thinking I might vomit, I can't stop coughing. I throw up in the toilet and finally I can breath again, what the hell was in my throat?, then I look at my hands and see blood and rose petals. My eyes widen I think to myself when the hell did I eat a rose?!, I clean up my hands and the bathroom and go to my computer, I look through google trying to figure out what the hell is happening to me. I find a website that describes what happened to me, 'hanahaki disease is when a person falls in love with someone and the other person does not have the same feelings, the person starts to cough up flowers and will keep doing that for 2 week to 2 months' I skip past some of it, I need to find out if it can be cured. ' This can Disease can be treated with a surgery but the person will lose all memories and feelings for that special someone another way is that there feelings are returned if neither of these options are chosen then the plant growing in the victims lungs with render there breathing eventually killing them' . My stomach drops, my cheeks become wet with my tears, my whole body starts shaking, I can't breath! I try to stand up but my knees give out, I curl up in a ball on the floor and cry.

Beep beep beep beep, "ugh!" I reach my hand out to turn off my alarm but all I feel is carpet, then I remember everything I sit up quickly "What am I going to do?!" I rub my face with my hands and get up. I look at my hands there is some dried up blood still on them, then I remember I have school, I have to face everyone, should I tell them?. No I will just deal with this myself, I get dressed quickly and pack my bag, right before I leave I start coughing again, I run to the bathroom and vomit up more blood and petals, I wipe my mouth and leave for morning practice.

I wait Kageyama at are usual spot trying to get the blood of my hands when all of a sudden I see a tall figure run past me
"I'm winning!!" Kageyama laughs as he runs,
"Hey no fair you cheated!" I take off sprinting after him in that moment all my worries go away I forget for a minute that I'm dying but it doesn't last long.
"Yes I win!!" Kageyama says with a big smile on his face, it looks cute..
"You cheated!" I cross my arms and pout.
"Whatever i still won" he says "Now you have to get me milk!", I smile this is the reason I'm not having the surgery I can't forget about Kageyama, without him I'd not know how to live.
"What are you thinking about dumbass?" Kageyama says and pokes me right between my eyes,
"Just about how I'm going to beat you tomorrow" i say sticking my tongue out, he just chuckles in response. For a moment I think that he might like me back but then I remember what I read 'it happens when someone is in unrequited love' and my heart sinks, I just have to put up a facade for a little while.

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That I you for reading chapter two of the story I hope you enjoyed it please give me any feedback in the comments.