Hanahaki Disease/kagehina (Completed)

How much time is left?

I don't go to school for the next few day, I can't bring myself to see him, I know he didn't say he reject me but he also didn't say that he loves me back... I mean I already knew that he didn't other wise I'd be better by now. I've become really sick and pale, if anyone was to see me they'd think i was dying and honestly I am. I hear my mum nock on my door "Hunny you have to go to school today, I've made you breakfast, please come out" she sounds very sad, I get up slowly and open the door, she's gone, I see my breakfast on the floor.

Once I arrive at school I feel like everyone is staring at me, I mean I do look like the walking dead so it's aspected. I get into class late and I get a big lecture about it from my teacher, once I'm allowed to sit down, I look around and the only seat open is next to Kageyama, i slowly sit down and sling my bag off my shoulder. I can feel his eyes on my and my face started to heat up, I ignore him and try to listen to the teacher. When the bell rings for break, I try to get out of there as quick as possible so he can't try to talk to me. I find a quiet place do sit down and eat my lunch before I even take a bite I throw up, it doesn't even faze me anymore seeing all the blood and petals, I continue to eat my lunch in peace and wait for the bell to ring.

After school I decide to sit and watch practice, once I arrive everyone starts asking my if I'm okay and stuff, I mean they have eyes they can see that I'm not but I simply reply with "I'm fine". Suga comes up to me after everyone leaves to continue practice "Have you told him yet?" He says sitting down next to me, I put me head down "Can you see the way he's avoiding me?" I say with a chuckle. He leans over and hugs me tight "Did he say that he didn't feel the same way?" I hesitate "No.. but he didn't say that he felt the same way either" I pull away from the hug "Maybe you should try and listen to what he has to say then?" He smiles i nod slowly. Suga gets up and goes back to practice, should I try to listen to what he has to say?
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Sorry for taking so long to post I have been very busy and sorry it's a shorter chapter, please comment if you think there's something i should add to the story because I'm struggling to find what more I could add so this story is probably gonna end in the next chapter or two 😅😅