Hanahaki Disease/kagehina (Completed)

Running out of time

As the days go on I notice everyone paying more attention to me, ever since the incident at the cafe they have started to see just how sick I am. Only sugawara knows what's really going on but I feel like soon the others will catch on, as practice begins I can barley keep up with them during the warm up laps, my energy fades a lot faster these days. After practice Sugawara comes up to me with a conceded look on his face,
"How are you feeling?"
"I'm fine.."I say taking a sip of my water trying not to huff and buff,
"I know you're not you were barely keeping up in the warm up laps" He crouch's down next to me " I think the others noticed that too". I sigh and put my head down " Well there all go find out eventually, especially when there attending my funeral" he grabs my arm and says "You're not gonna die" I look at his face, he's very serious but the more you look at it you see the uncertainty in his eyes. I stand up and grab my things "You can believe whatever makes you feel better" I sling my bag over my shoulder and start to leave the gym. Suddenly Kageyama grabs my arm and pulls me into the locker room, "What the hell is going on with you?!" He asks letting go of my arm and closing the door "What do you mean, I'm fine??" I say looking down. "Now that's a lie, your barley keeping up in the warm ups and you don't want me to serve to you!?" I can tell that he is mad,
"I'm just tired that's all.." I let my bag drop of my shoulder
"Just tired huh?" He pauses for a brief second  "Okay then what was that thing at coaches shop?, ever since then sugawara doesn't leave you alone" he slowly walks closer to me. "Why won't you tell me what's wrong?" He's almost towering over me now
"There's nothing wrong!" I take a step back but he keeps coming closer, I feel the metal lockers against my back I start to blush, he's really close..
"Why won't you tell me!" Two large arms slam against the lockers behind me, he puts his face closer to mine, I can feel my face starting to heat up. Kageyama is now trembling with rage, for a second I'm actually scared "N-nothing is w-wrong, I swear Kageyama.." in that instant he looks actually hurt. "I thought you trusted me more but I guess I was wrong.." he lets his arms drop and starts to walk out of the room,
"W-wait Kageyama..." I grab his arm but he pulls away, my eyes fill with water, Kageyama says nothing else and leaves the room. I drop to the floor and start to cry, what's the point of not having the surgery if Kageyama won't even talk to me anymore?, I can feel the flowers creeping up my throat as I sob, I'm starting to vomit almost three times a day now, I now that I don't have much time left.

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Hi thank you so much for reading chapter four of my story!!, sorry i didn't post sooner I had writers block and u was busy with school work. I did try to add mor of Kageyama in this chapter sorry if it seemed a little rushed and please tell me if you find any mistakes or things I could improve on. 🙂