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I haven't felt pain in a long time. I've been full with butterflies and the feeling of a melting heart that pounded within my chest for someone. Each and everyone one of them was a fail... It burned it stung. Soon my life became a living hell. Everyone has their little demon but I tend not to show mine. Everytime I fall asleep the demons get in my head making me think things. I only had a small bit of freedom, someone I could trust. Someone I could hold on to. I felt secure...
My past bought me nothing but trauma and I wanted to forget what happened but it kept coming back to me. It affected my relationship. A glass vase holding onto nothing but tape. Piece by piece glass falls.. I'm losing the only person I have left. My time has stopped.
My heart sinks... I keep hurting the person I love. I only thought how could I cheer him up if he's always feeling down. I'm now useless.. I have nothing but my demons to hunt me...
My fear of being alone will start to kick in.. I'll panic...then it'll all be over.
Freedom is waiting for me.. This pain might stay.. I won't let go of the little light I have. If I do let go I'll stay broken and my demons will get me...
