All about me

Life's pain

All I can do is either draw or write out my pain. This is why I write, this is why I draw to get away from pain. (T-T)

I laid in the soft snow yet it was so cold outside.The day was dark and the snow rained heavily. All alone, I felt as though time had stopped. The snow beneath me is as cold as my heart. "It's freezing, cold, warm, hot all the types of emotions I could go through with a simple reaction to something. My heart aches and I was unable to move. All I could do was lay in that one spot in the cold dark snow. I can't fix the things I do... I made a mistake..everyone does.. It's a mistake that I can't repair. I didn't want to hurt you or anyone. These words are painful words and the sudden words that can't be said or heard. Life isn't easy I know. It's tough. There is always this thought of wanting to sleep for eternity. In a world of peace and no escaping from a beautiful world. It's truly hard to keep pain in but I'll keep walking." As though my heart freezes the cold may melt and everything fills my heart with overflowing emotions. "I don't want to be alone. I want to keep walking. Giving up won't do anything but break me." I stood up only thinking there is hope for me.

Getting up and walking hurts. I don't want to fall back down into nothingness. I don't want to feel lonely anymore. It hurts, it stings but I'll do my best. Everyone that I've hurt others and I am truly sorry.  I've been broke a lot of times.. I should be able to get up again.




The pain will go away eventually....