You might not like this if you dont like hearing about peoples sadness....I am very sorry if you are one of those people
I sit in my room...the fear of you takes over. It builds up every time you hit me. It was just A dumb fear I had Long ago but now you have made it come back up again and it is now my body's master. The fear of you is telling my body to stay away from you. You may think this is really dumb of me to be sacred of you but I am, Just like I'm sacred of dad, I'm now sacred of you.
Are you trying to make my depression worse? Cause that's where I'm at right now. You don't know and I don't want you to know cause of what's happening right now but I'm in pain and I like to hide it from people which is why I like to be alone. It's why I blast music all the time,because it clams me down but you don't understand that.
Didn't you ever have your sad times when you were a kid?? I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong...I'm sorry for being a disappointment....I'm sorry for living..I'm sorry for wanting to be happy.
Im sorry Mom
Not your baby anymore
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❞💚 𝑳𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒏 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍❜𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 💛❞
No Ficción❞When Life give you lemons..squeeze them in life's eyes and let Life a bitch about it❞ ❞Ima throw these hands at God, That Man done did me dirty and fucked me over way too many times, So Where can I sign up to throw hands with God?❞
