Mark Lee x NCT

Hate

At first Mark didn't mind them. They were just haters and of course he had been reminded many times before that he had many more fans compared to the amount of people who hated him.

And before Mark wouldn't have minded. Just would've ignored them as usual but lately he had already been pretty down. Not to mention their relentless attacks and insults to him just weren't as easy to ignore anymore.

But of course he never said anything about it, not wanting to worry the members with something so minuscule. So he tried his best to deal with it as best as he could.

At the moment Mark was scrolling on youtube while looking at the comments on some if their NCT daily videos.

Some of them, which were complimenting the members made him smile. Because they did work hard and they did deserve praise.

But one comment stood out to him. One comment that had his smile fading in an instant.

'Is it just me or does Mark look really ugly here 🤢'

Mark always slightly struggle with his physical appearance and the fact that they said it without even attempting to mask it as a nice comment hurt him.

But there were more good ones than bad ones right? That's what he had thought before he scrolled down more.

Only to see more hate comments directed at him specifically.

Mark sucks at rapping they should kick him out.

Is it just me or has Mark gotten much fatter than before?? 😳

He can't sing and his voice makes me want to go deaf.

Why does he even get this many lines??? He can't rap sing nor dance yet SM treats him like he's got talent. 🤮

Remove Mark from the next album!! I want to see more of Johnny not of him!

Mark didn't even notice the tears were falling from his eyes until water hit his lap.

He wiped his face and shut off his phone. There ass no harm in bettering himself. Especially if the fans decided he needed more work.

-

They held a vlive with just Doyoung and Mark since they were the only two in the dorms.

Doyoung was currently renting about something in korean and Mark was there happily laughing at whatever joke Doyoung threw his way.

Soon the comments began flooding in both Korean and English and at first, they were positive and nice comments. Just light hearted comments about them trying to get them to spoil the song.

Then the hate comments began flooding in again and Mark's smile faltered.

Doyoung couldn't understand what the comments were saying but for a second he noticed how Mark's smile faded.

But it came back, just not as happy as before.

-

It had been weeks since that incident and ever since then Mark had been overworking himself. Barely even eating and staying at the studio much more than he should've been.

He had been drinking so many caffeinated drinks that he couldn't even get a wink of sleep anymore. And it was obvious by the way big dark eye bags were forming under his eyes.

Not to mention how thin and shrill he was becoming. He wasn't looking healthy anymore and it only had taken Taeyong two seconds to notice how baggy his clothes had become.

He spent much less time with the members now as well. Practically avoiding them at all costs.

He had been having panic attacks as well as insomnia which was doing him any good.

And the members knew this. But they couldn't confront him about it, mostly because Mark would avoid them if they even tried talking to him. Which was a really big issue.

Today Yuta and the others planned to corner Mark in the kitchen and force him to eat or get him to at least tell them what was wrong with him.

However their plans had been halted when Mark practically fell flat on the ground on the tiled floor. Most likely breaking something from how hard he hit the floor.

Donghyuck screamed while Johnny phone in an ambulance.

-

When mark woke up he was greeted by the members of 127 sitting there each with concerned looks on their faces.

"Mark." Taeyong started, drawing the sick male's attention towards him. "We know everything. Can't you just tell us what's wrong?"

Mark looked down and gripped his bedsheets roughly as tears began spilling out of his eyes again. "Recently I've been getting a lot of hate comments."

"They called me fat, untalented and many other mean things." Mark's tears fell out of his eyes as he stared down at the sheets that were now filled with them.

"And I thought if I became thinner and practiced more it'd finally stop. I thought that if I became what they wanted me to that the pain would go away."

"Oh Markie." Jaehyun pulled him into a hug as Mark cried silently on his shoulder. "You don't need to change."

"Whatever they said about you, isn't true. They don't deserve your attention. So you shouldn't give them the time of day okay?"

"Do you mean that?" Mark sniffled and Jaehyun nodded as the others joined in.

"And besides, your already so perfect to us Markie. So please don't change yourself for people who only want to see you in pain." Mark cried at Taeil's words and the others crowded around him in a group hug.

They really hoped that by the end of this, they could get Mark to his normally happy and cheery self again.

( this isn't mine, the owner is on a website on archiveofourown.org the story is called peaches fill with cream and it's a all mark nct one shots I just wanted to share it on here I did ask for permission from the owner but haven't gotten a reply so I posted it if the owner sees I'll defiantly be happy to remove it :)

And am so so sorry I haven't been updating I don't have. A lot of data