BBBG FAN CONTESTS! (DISCONTINUED.)

leaving + retirement.

DISCLAIMER: If you're easily offended, then I encourage that you stop reading this announcement. If you're still here, then alright. You've officially signed yourself up for one hell of a ride. Below are solely MY thoughts and opinions, as well as my personal experience as to why I'm officially leaving everything I've built here behind.

I don't know where else to announce this. I should've just gone ahead and disappeared but I think you guys deserve to know why and also, the truth.
originally written on 12.07.2020

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Alright. Let's get to the bottom of this. You see the title. You click. You get interested, or maybe manifest a little emotional shock in yourself.

Don't get me wrong here. I think we can agree on two things together. One, that I'm an author who's unstable most of the times. I've tried to leave this fandom multiple times before, but kept on coming back. This reccurance I think, is what drove people crazy and eventually, they kind of left me.

I don't mind, I completely understand.

Which brings us to the second topic.

Our fandom's dying. And as a person who's been in the fandom for about 4 years and more now, its safe to say that it isn't the best version of what it could've been. When I first joined this fandom there was barely any authors since it was a really new thing (in the middle of S1).

So yeah. I started off my writing passion based on that solely. Because I believed that through my fair share of fictional creation, people would eventually pick up the interest and start watching the franchise that I've sticked to for half my life now.

No, I wasn't Kaz at that moment.

I was someone else. If you came here from 2016 and before, then you account for some veteran discount. Alot of the people who in the past were the best authors out there, either fell out of the fandom because of the new wave of fans, or they just simply disappeared without a valid reason.

I was one of those authors. I deleted my account because I got into a feud with someone else that I wasn't supposed to. If you're that person, I'm sorry. I've been keeping my identity a secret for a long time now.

But I changed alot since then. I still won't tell you my old pen name, but I can say that we were in a cool group of friends before.

That I might've destroyed.

Okay, now back to the core problem of all this.

I'm not blaming anyone or anything, and trust me- the least I could do is offend someone over something that's stupidly childish. However, I did say the least I could do.

And unfortunately, what you're going to read for the couple of minutes now might trigger you. You've caught a glimpse of what the entire chapter might look like. I won't force you to read everything. I won't force you to not feel things. You can hate me. It's okay. It's part of being humane.

Anyway, yes. It's literally about how Boboiboy is made for children. I've been doing a lot of self-reflection during my hiatus, even taking time off my hobbies for awhile to think of reasons as to why I should continue in this fandom, when I should've left a long time ago.