HOW DO YOU HEAL A BROKEN HEART - SLATIN version

Last Love Letter ( End )

AFTER A YEAR 

Mag iisang taon na rin simula ng iwan sya ng tuluyan ni Slater, ngunit hindi pa rin sya nakaka move on. Death anniversary nito ng araw na iyon. Yakap yakap ang picture frame ng namayapang nobyo.. gabi gabi pa rin syang umiiyak at minsan ay napapanaginipan pa ito... para pa rin syang multo, hindi gaanong nagkaka-kain, di gaanong naglala-labas. Nasa bahay na sya ng mga magulang.. hindi nya kasi kayang manirahan sa probinsya. Ni hindi pa sya muling nakakatungtong sa lugar simula ng mamatay ang nobyo. Hindi nya kaya... maalala lamang nya ang masasayang araw nila roon.

Kumuha sya ng papel at sumulat.. nakaharap sya sa picture ni Slater na nasa frame. 

To the person I considered my soulmate... 

You we're a mystery to me when I first met you, there was something in you na hindi ko kayang ibaliwala na lang.And when you asked me to be your girl... I told myself I would love you and never gonna hurt you.. You became my bestfriend, my love.. my everything...

Until one day you came and said 

" You're dying, and we can't be together for long..." 

I refuse to believe you at first... telling you.. " you we're just lying.." 

But when I saw the tears fell down your cheeks.. it speaks for itself. 

You we're in pain... I know, coz I was in pain too.. 

You cannot even look me straight in the eyes when you said.. " you wish.. it was just a lie.. and there's no cure at all.." 

My life has changed at that very moment, 

I even found myself on bended knees.. asking why?? why you of all people Slater!

I was so down.. 

but I had to be strong for you, I had to be there at your worst

Until the day has come for us to say goodbye...

I knew it but I just can't accept..

I even thought I did... akala ko tanggap ko na but I was wrong. Hindi pa pala.

The kiss, the embrace.. the soothing words, it was the last... 

As you close your eyes .. I knew... you're leaving me

I can feel your arms falling down slowly and you're gone...

It was a sad ending... It's God's will.

I know you are happy now wherever you are... while me, I'm here.. still hurting and broken

3 long years Slater... it's all gone now.

How can I forget? ...kung kahit saan ako magpunta ikaw ang naalala ko.

How can I start over? .. kung tuwing ipipikit ko ang mga mata ko mukha mo ang nakikita ko.

Silly right?.. I'm sorry if you're seeing me falling apart..  hindi ko natupad ang gusto mong gawin ko sa buhay ko pag wala ka na.. 

One year Slater... it has been the longest year of my life, and the most painful time I ever had..

I am so selfish right? I just can't let go of the pain Slater. 

You we're unfair... really unfair. 

You left me everything you had but you.. 

I don't want any of those.. not your wealth.

Just you Slater . . . just you.

But I know I can't get you back....

I know I won't be seeing you for the rest of my life..

Just let me suffer in silence Slater..

Till I get over you..

Slowly, I might let go..

and I will be me once again..

Myself.. the one you used to know

I just don't know when.. but I will be keeping my promise.

In time... I will move on but you will always be a part of me.

My love... 

But for now I'm letting you go... maybe it's also time to set myself free

This will be the most hardest part of it...  coz I still love you,

And this LOVE...

its all I have left....

~ Loving you forever, Tin ~

Pinahid na nya ang luha na muling pumatak sa pisngi nya.. habang tinutupi ang sulat. Muli nyang sinulyapan ang picture frame ni Slater.. hinaplos nya pa iyon. Nakangiti nyang kinuha at niyakap iyon. Hinalikan nya pa iyon bago ilagay sa drawer. For now Slater, I'm letting you go. Malay mo balang araw sa kabilang buhay magkataGpong muli tayo sa gitna ng dalampasigan. Ikaw nakaupo habang pinagmamasdam ang alon habang ako naglalakad at pinagmamasdan ka.... nakangiting aniya sa isip. 

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