secret [minsung]

6.

the day past by smoothly, no other drama occured as 8 of them spend their times talking and reminiscing the old times. they laugh, get emotional and laugh again. it somehow therapeutic at some point, just to relive the moments.

it still raining outside, they originally planned to eat dinner at this one restaurant around the corner, but seeing how the rain still hasnt stopped since, they just settle with the idea of chan and minho cooking.

the members is not the one to push the offer, their foods somehow always turned out to be delicious even if it was a make up recipe, maybe theyre too hungry to even evaluate the taste properly but until today, they satisfied with the foods the hyungs has cooked.

"dont do anything stupid while me and minho cook at the kitchen, or no food at all for tonight" chan remind the members which only get a nodded from some of them

jeongin, hyunjin and felix continues their little race game. seungmin as the cheer and sometimes as the referee- there's no in between, changbin casually still on his laptop, doing some work he said meanwhile jisung with his phone, watching random videos on youtube.

the living room is alive thanks to the gamers, listening to jeongin constant nagging or hyunjin laughing or just felix screeching, they definitely used to that.

jisung put his phone down as he finished binge watching the animals documentary, looking at his members who looked fun doing their owned stuff. taking a deep breathe before he walk to the kitchen, to get a cup of water.

his stomach grumbles as he smells the foods, taking his sweet time to take a drink.

"where's chan hyung?" he asked, gulped down the cold water

"he's in the toilet,"

"what are you cooking?" jisung asked as he look inside the pot

"chan recommend chicken soup, you know, since we need energy and good herbs so yea" minho said, open the pot as he showed jisung the chicken soup

"that's look good!!!" jisung said excitedly, not even realizes theyre that closed to each other

having a gay panic moment inside the kitchen with a chicken soup infront of them literally not a best scenario, but it's jisung, he always has extraordinary scenarios.

"yeah, look... good" minho replied,

jisung's eyes wander at minho's eyes, who has been eyeing his lips. it was an unconscious move but jisung did bite his lips, making the latter short of breath at the view, they're very very close to each other at this point. they don't even know if the heat on their face right now for being close to each other or because of the boiling soup infront of them,

"jesus christ"

both minho and jisung looked away as the the voice ring in their ears. jisung immediately walked away, not even looking at chan who still eyes widen by the table.

minho close the lid to the pot, still didn't look at chan behind him. he sure will get a scold for that.

"what was that? what are you two doing?" chan asked, as quietly as possible

"we don't do anything, nothing happened"

"do you guys kissed?"

"....almost?" minho said, finally looking at chan who still dumbfounded

"you guys date?" chan asked, straightforward

minho flustered for few seconds, "no!! we aren't"

chan let out a sigh, "then, what's going on between you two?"

"nothing chan," minho replied, keeping his mind busy with the soup,

"jisung has been out of it at the studio, and im sure it has something to do with you.... settle it by yourself or i will do it" chan same, almost sound threatening.

"okay,"

jisung on the other hand straight out walk to his bedroom, screaming on his pillow as his heart still cant stop pounding like it want to be out of his chest.

his brain keep remind him of what happened earlier, what if chan didnt come? what if he get to kiss minho for real?

minho and him has shared countless kiss before, but never on lips. it's always on cheeks, forehead or just the top of their head. never, on the lips! it just make jisung wonder how will minho's tasted like.

he knows he's at the kitchen earlier for a cup of water but somehow right now, his throat feel even drier than before and there's no way he will go to the kitchen again.

and so, he spend his time overthinking everything.

around 30 minutes later, there's a knock on the door, jisung froze

"han-ah, are you sleeping? the dinner is ready"

jisung let out a sigh as he heard seungmin's voice, replying with a loud "wait a minute," he spend another seconds on the bed.

as soon as he walked to the kitchen, his mind stop working again as the only sit available are next to minho. and he became to hate the fact that it's always like that, if the sit next to minho is free, than it was his and vice versa.

not even helping when he noticed chan has been looking at him, he sure is hungry but right now? he don't know anymore, he just want to be alone and do nothing.

and it frustrates him because he didnt want the others to worry about him if he suddenly wanted to be alone, he had going through that time and sure he didnt want the members to go through it again.

"thanks for the foods!!" jeongin said first, followed by the others and just like that the table become silent once again.

only the sound of chopstick or few commentary are heard here and there.

jisung look at minho as the older keep nudging his side, "why aren't you eating? is it not good?" minho asked, concern

"no, it's good... i just, dont have appetite yet" jisung replied,

"do you want to eat other foods? i can cook it for you" minho said again,

"no, it's fine..."

minho isnt convinced to be honest, and he somehow worried with jisung sudden change. is it because what happened earlier? was it his fault? is jisung feel uncomfortable with him?

"chan is looking at us, eat your food" jisung said this time, making minho immediately eyed chan infront of him who just give him a questionable gaze.

he sigh again, "we need to talk later," minho mumbles at jisung, which the latter just nodded his head.

"guys, how about a movie night today?" changbin suddenly said, gaining lots of clap from mostly the youngers

"yeay!!! we should watch the latest one and definitely not cartoon" hyunjin said, making jeongin pout at the last comment

"no horror, we have work tomorrow, i want to sleep" felix quickly add and the others agree.

"as much as we want to join, me and jisung can't" minho said, making all eyes on them

"where are you going?" changbin asked,

"uh... jisung left his notebook at the studio and i will accompany him to go there" minho lied

"eh? isnt jisung already took his stuff last night?" changbin asked again, making both minho and jisung flustered

"let them be," chan said sternly.

minho said a small thankyou at chan as the others just shrugged their shoulders and continue with their conversation.

their dinner ended with changbin somehow need to wash the dishes again. well, it was a fun meal.