secret [minsung]

15.

chan arrived a bit early than they expected, but nonetheless they didn't comment on that. atleast, they got to save some money for transport to go back to jeongin's house.

minho and jisung keep asking about what had happened, yet chan still stay silent about it. saying that they should know it properly with the others at home.

from what they knew right now, jeongin sleep at his parent's house that night, completely shut himself from even talking in the groupchat.

"chan, is it that serious?" minho asked,

chan just sigh at that, enough answers for jisung and minho.

the car ride was quiet the whole way. even the loud music from the radio sounds so distinct to them. everyone's mind wanders around.

as soon as they arrived at the rented house, they immediately can tell something bad happened. the house where usually loud even from morning, now silent as the night they sleep.

felix and changbin on the kitchen table, still eating their light breakfast. seungmin on the other side of the couch, looking at his phone meanwhile hyunjin on the other side, blanket all over his body, eyes still puffy.

jisung immediately run towards his bestfriend, not knowing what happened yet he still give the warm hug at hyunjin, he knew the latter need it.

"jeongin still at his parent's?" chan asked, quietly taking a sit, followed by minho.

seungmin nodded his head, putting his phone down on the table. knowing it was the time for them to talk about whatever happened.

felix and changbin joined them seconds after, all eyes looking at hyunjin who still look like he has the energy to cry.

"okay, now, tell me and jisung what happened" minho command, look at everyone in the room.

everyone eyes goes back and forth from hyunjin to seungmin, yet still no one are brave enough to talk about it.

"im not here to just sit and do nothing, so please someone told me, what had happened so we can solve whatever the fuck it is" minho said once again, this time a bit more stern.

he knew it was a dick move to get angry all of a sudden yet if he didn't push his angry button, no one would say anything.

jisung immediately walk next to minho, holding the latter's hand and patting it slowly as a way to calm minho's down.

"um, i don't know the details but hyunjin and seungmin did something..." felix said slowly,

their eyes fall on the said two, hyunjin eyes got teary again at the mention of it meanwhile seungmin just stare at the floor, hand fidgeting with his sweater.

jisung notice it was what seungmin will do if he was nervous. even with the straight face, jisung knew seungmin is actually nervous inside.

"you two, talk. we can't just sit here and think this will solve by itself" minho said, this time a bit softer.

"just said it, they should know" changbin said afterwards, patting seungmin's shoulder, making the latter sigh.

seungmin look at hyunjin, still contemplating whether he should say it but he knows, it was partly his fault.

"last night, me, hyunjin and jeongin are together... to watch the fireworks and"

he look one last time at hyunjin, who now already sobbing.

"we kissed. i swear, it was ac-accident? no- not accident... i- it just happened, i just feel like i have to"

jisung's jaw dropped, he knows seungmin definitely telling the truth when he started stammering like that. with the sound of hyunjin crying become even louder prove it all.

"who kissed who?" jisung asked,

"i... i kissed jeongin" seungmin said, lowered his head.

"in front of hyunjin?" minho said,

seungmin nodded his head, jisung quickly go back to hyunjin, who can't seem to stop crying.

"what the fuck seungmin? i thought we all know that hyunjin has a crush on jeongin? yet you still did that? in front of hyunjin? you're better than this seungmin" minho said, almost losing his temper

seungmin stay silent for seconds, before looking up, his eyes already full with tears.

"i know im fucked for doing that hyung, i know how hurt it will feel if you see your crush kissed someone else... just because everyone know hyunjin has a crush on jeongin, does that make it more different?"

"what about me?" seungmin said, almost whispering as he let his tears rolling down on his cheeks. he swear, he tried to hold it.

"what about you?" changbin asked,

"what about my heart? what about my feelings? just because i stay quiet this whole time, just because i didnt showed my affection towards jeongin more than hyunjin, just because i stay lowkey with my owned feelings because i know my bestfriend like him too, doesn't mean my feelings are invalid"

"me and hyunjin, we are the same. we both likes jeongin. i know it suck, sorry hyunjin for you to see that. but i can't hold it back anymore" seungmin said, quickly making his way back to the bedroom.

everyone in the room stay silent, still stunned with the confession seungmin just did. it was not so likely to seen seungmin talk about feelings, not in front of everyone.

felix followed seungmin from behind, doing his role as the one who always comfort each other.

hyunjin's sobbing has quiet down abit but he still are just shocked as everyone. he has no idea about seungmin having a crush on jeongin. and it somehow make hyunjin feel bad, he always went to seungmin to rants about jeongin.

"have you eat? go eat first... you look weak" minho said, patting hyunjin shoulder.

"sungie, i'll talk with seungmin, you talk with hyunjin yea?"

jisung smiles, patting minho's hand away from his shoulder.

that was one thing about minho, he always showed like he actually angry for real, yet he is warm and always taking care of each other.

chan and changbin both stay there with jisung.

"it will be okay hyunjin, you take care of yourself first... we all know jeongin are a nice kid, he knows what he should do" chan said, reassuring the latter.

"chan hyung is right, don't worry, he will be home after lunch so we can talk about it" changbin continue.

hyunjin sigh at that, he knew everything are in jeongin's hand right now.

"sung, what should i do if he chose seungmin over me?" hyunjin asked quietly

"what do you mean by that?"

"jeongin always talk about seungmin whenever im with him, doesn't it mean that he might has a crush on seungmin?" hyunjin said, tears starting to well up again

"it could be because he want you to get jealous," jisung replied, honestly, he has no idea of what will jeongin think.

"jisung, i saw everything last night. jeongin kissed him back"