secret [minsung]

17.

minho woke up the second time that day. his head still aching from before and his body feel weak. maybe because he didn't eat anything yet or he just mentally weak- or both.

he feels a weight on his stomach, and body heat he haven't feel for so long all this week. he look to his side, knowing so well who it is just by the scent.

"get out" minho said weakly.

the latter didn't move and minho can feel that he tightened the hug.

"im not in the mood jisung, get out now" minho said again, this time a bit stern.

"im sorry" jisung said,

minho didn't say anything afterwards yet he didn't dare to look at jisung as he knew so well that the latter actually looking at him.

"hyung, im sorry... this is my fault"

"good that you know, i guess" minho replied, cold.

jisung shut his mouth.

"now, if you done talking, get the fuck out. im not in the mood" minho said once again, pushing jisung away. not like he intended to push the latter but he afraid in any seconds he could burst in tears infront of jisung which he certainly did not want that to happen.

jisung immediately stand next to the bed, looking at minho, quiet shock with the older behavior.

"you want to go that far?" jisung asked, voice falters and tears threaten to come out from his eyes.

minho look at jisung, don't really want to lose whatever ego he has inside him.

"you're the one who started this, so, i think if you want this to go THAT far, then go ahead jisung. i don't care"

"me and hyunjin has nothing" jisung said, defending himself.

"i know that! but you both COULD has something without me knowing- or anyone knowing"

"he likes jeongin, not me!" jisung said and continues, "you're jealous"

minho snickers at that, "i can't get jealous now? jisung, for fuck sake! we both know we likes each other and you decided to just ignore me like that? not even spend at least your sleep time with me? i can't get jealous over that?"

"i was helping him! he need me" jisung said, tears already falling down.

"then go ahead, help him all you want. he need you, don't he? then go! i don't need you" minho said, loudly.

jisung knows that was minho last stroll, he knew that this is the most angry minho could get. and it breaks jisung heart knowing he is the reason.

"you don't need me?" jisung asked

there's silent.

"get out" minho said, and jisung knew if he didn't get out on that moment, it will lead to worse.

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the whole day was hell for everyone. the dorm which usually that fill with laughter now fill with tension. no one is joking anyone.

jisung has been releasing his stress with writing more lyrics with bangchan and changbin at the studio. minho found himself at the gym room alone, trying to distract himself.

hyunjin has made up with both jeongin and seungmin - who would've thought a tub of ice cream actually bring them back together again.

felix however still stuck with the trio, watching all sort of dramas and flirting right in front of his eyes. he was used to this.

"jisung, you want to take a rest? you has been spacing out" chan said, petting jisung's shoulder.

"ah sorry, but no. if you want to rest then go ahead- i want to continue"

"we heard." changbin said, taking jisung's attention.

"everything?" jisung asked

"not everything but- uh we might know some stuff" chan said

jisung sigh at that.

"sorry, did we fighting actually bring the group down?"

two of them stay silent.

"you guys need some time alone" changbin said,

"well, i don't think it will work out"

"what you mean? jisung- you and minho are born to be together... you can't prove me wrong" chan said,

"yeah.. born to be together and hurt each other"

"i know you guys can work this whole things out... minho just- you know, he's been stressing out lately since his choreo got rejected..."

jisung sigh. he knew about that, he knew that 2 days before minho's choreo got rejected by the dance instructor, and he wasn't there to sooth minho's mind that night- as he was busy playing games with hyunjin. he did feel bad about it, but- jisung think minho can handle it well.

"im not there next to him when his choreo got rejected... and after that day, we actually stop talking and texting all together"

"aren't you usually sleep with him at night?"

"im sleeping with hyunjin this whole week, hyung"

both of the elders sigh.

"i just think he can handle it by himself... he has been holding out pretty well before- so, i just think he will be fine"

"jisung, did you realized that everytime minho got sad, he actually went to you. don't you realized that you are the reason he manage to cope everything? don't you realized that?"

jisung stay silent.

"so you're saying it my fault? that everything happened?" jisung asked.

"im not saying it completely your fault, minho's has his fault too in this but- you know what i mean. you guys can work it out together. you both need to talk calmly"

"he don't even want to see my face" jisung said, voice faded out.

"as i said, you both need time. but please, don't make it obvious that you both are fighting... our staff's caught everything very well, especially about you both"

jisung sigh at that. he knows so well that their staff has been eyeing him and minho for a while now.

"fucking annoying" jisung said, frustrated.

"we actually very lucky that this happened when we already done promoting- or else"

jisung slam his head on the laptop, trying to sort everything out inside his brain.

"i guess, i will try talk to him- TRY. but if he still didn't want to talk with me, then i give up"

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hello, actually i want to asked for your opinion about this.

i will be very busy starting September since my internship period will start that time and mean, i might not be able to update for a while.

and i have lots of plot (which will include more conflict/drama/ angst) and stuff but it will take me a bit more longer to finish this book.

or would you rather if i keep it simple and finished it right on time? (promise i will try to summarize everything well and not giving any plot holes)

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