Narcissa woke up and Draco was standing by her bed he was crying * mother I am so so sorry * he said Shakily handing her a piece of paper . Narcissa looked confused then she gasped when she saw writing and on the back a drawing of Lucius's cane * it's from father * said Draco sitting by her side . The letter read
Dear my darling narcissa ,
I know there is no way I could say this to you face to face it's to painful to say . I am so sorry for what I did i was trying to protect you and Draco but I put you in danger and I made things worse . Draco was right he always is . i know there is no way you could forgive me for what I did or what I am about to do . I know you will stay strong for me . I hope what I am about to do will make up for all of the pain and panics I have put you through . I am handing myself into askaban I know you will hate me for doing this but it is the only way I can pay back for what I did to you and Draco . Take care of our boy for me and continue to love him unconditionally like you always do . Tell Draco that I am proud of him . Tell him I love him so much even though he is probably killing himself inside right now . I know he would have already seen this letter before you wake up so Draco look after you mother for me keep her happy . You both will always have my love and protection . I know that you will try to contact me using our wedding rings but Mine is with this letter I love you narcissa so much .
I'm sorry my love
Lucius xxx
* oh Lucius ...* narcissa whispered shakily tears streaming down her pale cheeks * oh Lucius...*
* I'm sorry I lost my temper with him it's my fault he's gone * sobbed Draco narcissa hugged him tight * it's ok Draco it's ok * she whispered kissing the top of his head * I told him he should go and never come back * sobbed Draco * oh draco it's ok * narcissa said rubbing his back just like Lucius did only hours ago . Draco wiped away his tears * I will go and -* * no need * came a soft voice from behind them narcissa looked up * Lucius ... Abraxas... malfoy * she said shakily *draco was right and he said I wasn't ever here so what good would it do running away * said lucius sitting beside Draco and hugged him tight . *you .. you * narcissa was trying to keep her voice steady but she was to upset . * so I'm guessing you found my note then * said Lucius not meeting narcissa's eyes * really does it look like i did !* narcissa was still crying * narcissa it's ok * said lucius resting his hands on narcissa's shaking ones narcissa hugged him tight * don't you ever ... EVER scare me like that again do you understand me * sobbed narcissa * do you understand me ! * she cried * yes narcissa * said lucius hugging her tight as she sobbed into his chest . * and you can have this back * she said handing him his wedding ring *narcissa I'm so -* * save it * she said firmly * Lucius I love you you know that and I will always love you no matter what stupid things you do I will ALWAYS love you regardless! * she exclaimed kissing him * I love you to narcissa * said lucius stroking her long blonde hair * less of the romance I'm hungry what's for tea mother ? * asked Draco * your mother needs to rest she's been through quite a day and besides I will make dinner tonight draco * said lucius ruffling his hair . * Lucius you really don't have to * said narcissa * I do you deserve a break * he said squeezing her hand .
