Life

I'm back

It's like the old me is back again to kill me...I started feeling anxiety... everything around me scared me...I heard voices in my head constantly...it was so bad that I even stopped talking to taehyung..I ignored...him until...
He pulled me by my wrist and held me in one place

Tae: y/n! Can u stop ignoring me??? What happened??
Y/n: leave me!
Tae: tell me what happened? Why r u always scared?  What r u scared of??
Y/n: you wanna know what I'm scared of? I'm scared of everything! I'm scared to move! I'm scared to breathe! I'm scared to touch! I'm scared to love!
Tae: um...it's okay..
Y/n: I'm in pain!!! Ahhhh mom I'm in pain!!! It hurts! It hurts!!!

I cried out loud and let my pain out...he hugged me and whispered...

Tae:  shh..it's okay baby.. it'll be okay... calm down...

I cried on his shoulders....it felt better...it felt better to share things to someone... someone who cared... I then released the hug and went to bed...and fell asleep instantly...

Next day

I got up and went looked at my phone..there were alot of notifications...most of it saying..."u suck"
"Eww look at her body" "aish why is she even an idol" ....how bad I wished it was all just my thinking but then taehyung got in my room

Tae: y/n someone leaked ur nudes on the internet..it was from years ago..

Then I thought abt it..it ..it must be the principal..he didn't like it that I was living well...while he was in distress...due to jungkook telling that... during that club event so I decided to meet him in his house but this time with taehyung...

I reached his place and told taehyung to wait and call the police...I ringed the doorbell..

Principal: oh my baby is back! Wanna have some fun?
Y/n: oh yea sure~

I got in and sat on the couch...he gave me the same drink and I drank it and as before he tied me to be bed...and climbed over me

Principal: you r back for more wow!

He was laughing but I laughed too this time..he was shocked but then smirked ...

Principal:  I'll make u cry babygirl

Y/n: let's see who's gonna cry today...

Just then the police barged in along with taehyung.. taehyung ran to me and covered my body and took me back to the car...

Tae: r u okay?
Y/n: yes

Then I saw him getting arrested for sexually harassing girls..he deserved it..I felt so happy..we got back to our house...I got to my room and locked myself in there .... I can't even think abt going back to the stage anymore...what will the people think of me?then I opened my insta to check...

I received alot of these messages...it hurts me..so I switched off my phone..and threw it on my bed and cried and slept...

Poor y/n...let's see what happens to her due to those things byeee guys~~