My last words...

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I got up having sharp pain in my head...I looked around and everything was unfamiliar...it isn't my house ...just then someone entered and there he was...the principal...how did he come here? Why did escape the prison? This is impossible! I'm being kidnapped! He came near me...

Principal: did u think u can get rid of me just like that babygirl?
Y/n: leave me alone!
Principal: nahh u deserve to be punished

I screamed hoping it'll all end but it didn't come to an end! It was happening to me I tried to get up but I was tied..I had to do something but I couldn't move...I screamed at the top of my lungs and he choked me..

Principal: shut up! U bitch!

He took the same syringe and injected something inside me..then everything went black

I woke up and realised that it was all a fucking nightmare and i panicked and looked around I was in my bed ...and in my house...I took a deep breath and got out of the bed..I took cigarette and went to the balcony

I took cigarette and went to the balcony

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...yes I smoke..I felt good when I did it..I smoked for some time...after I felt a bit calm.. I went back inside and I felt like I didn't wanna live anymore..I wanted to die...yes..I have to..I took some pills from the drawers and kept it beside me..i deserve it...but before that..my last words..

"Depression took over me a long time ago..and now it consumed me..I love everyone...I don't have much reasons to die but I hope u guys don't hate me even if I die...thanks to everyone who has been a part of my lyf and I'm so happy cuz I'm going to meet my family...hehe sorry to everyone I hurt... goodbye"
-by kim y/n

It hurts ik..but I deserve it all don't I? I don't deserve to live ryt? Whoever is reading this book believe me it hurts to be in my position but don't take bad options like me...love everyone.. equally....these r my requests..now u guys know the story of my lyf...my last words..." Stay ...no matter what happens....stay.." thanks for reading the story of my lyf...and the person who reads this book first...will be the love of my life..I love you..kim taehyung and I'm sorry I couldn't be the one whom u wanted me to be...haha don't think abt me much..move on my love, u deserve better dear... thanks for everything...and sorry for not keeping the promise ...thanks...

An autobiography by kim y/n
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Author's pov

She took the medicines..and had it without having water..she suffered until she had nothing to suffer abt..her body was no longer alive...her eyes didn't have the strength to open..her heart didn't have a reason to beat anymore....her hands didn't move...her mouth couldn't talk anymore...she's dead..

Tae's pov

I called her alot of times but she never picked up... everything around me felt so bad...I had a feeling that she's doing something bad..I ran to her house and kicked the door open..I ran to her room...and there she was...I saw he fucking lifeless body on the floor....I ran to her and hugged her tight...she was the only one I loved and I will love ever after

Tae: y/n!!! Ur still alive baby don't worry ...ur perfectly fine um? Don't worry I'll save u!

I took her to the hospital immediately hoping to save her

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I took her to the hospital immediately hoping to save her ....I waited...and waited...until..

Doctor: I'm sorry ...we tried out best but..we couldn't save her...sorry ....

Ahhh tell me he's joking...please someone!!! Ahhhh!! I ran to her and held her hand...
Tae: don't worry Nothin happened to u...baby...

I held her hand and cried...

Tae: why did u do this to me!!??? Why did u break the promise??!!! I loved u y/n!!! Why??? How am I gonna live without u??!!! Knowing it's all my fault??!! I should've taken care of u but I didn't!!! Sorry!! But please come back...I beg u...

No matter how much I cry she won't hear me...just then someone came in..

Doctor: sorry sir but we have to take her now

He covered her body and took her...I saw the love of my life going away from me...how am I gonna survive without her? I can't..I can't..it hurts... everything hurts...ahhh!!!! I ran out of the hospital and went to her house...I had to know the reason for her to do this...I can't...I srsly can't....I searched her drawers and saw her diary...I took it and read it...tears were running on my cheeks

Tae: why didn't u tell me u were suffering this much y/n?? I would have helped u... I would have saved u...why didn't u believe in me? Most of all why didn't u believe in urself y/n... U know I love u ryt?...

No matter how much I talk she won't hear me...i read her paper...

Tae: " sometimes I wish people would tell me I don't mean shit to them...then maybe I would bulid up the courage"...u meant everything to me y/n!! How could u???

I hugged her diary tightly and cried ....

Tae: I love u....

And before I knew I fell asleep...

Jennie's pov

I got up and was feeling a bit off...idk why...I did my daily routine and went out...just then I got a call from... jungkook...?

On the call

Kookie: y/n...
Jennie: y/n what???
Kookie: she ...died...

I ended the call immediately and ran to the hospital...I saw her ...taken away by the doctor...I called and told my friends...they came and cried..we all cried together....she was close to..so it hurts so bad...I cried my heart out and went to sleep...

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