Because its you

hearty talk

Diana's P.O.V.

Its been 2 months...

2 months since the incident happens the restraining for any just out a few weeks after the complaint and since then it has been peaceful and also I've become closer to franki's friends... and it's the first time I felt this way I felt like I'm secured with these people that they won't hurt me specially  her...

and for 2 months many things change but one thing didn't me falling for her... or should I say I already fall for her in a way that I'm starting to get anxious and feel like I'll lose her if she finds out about this feelings and that's what I'm more afraid of...

for two months I'm observing her together with my feelings and all I can say is she's not that type of person that can be bend even if she cared for that person she won't be just sacrifice their friendship for the sake of one's feelings....

"hey... earth to Diana Mackey..." said Lou...

"ahh yeah wazzup..." I said..

"don't wazzup me.. you've been spacing out since like the meeting started and now that it's done care to tell what's happening to you?.." she said and I realize that it's only the two of us left in the council office...

"it's nothing.." I said..

"that's not nothing ma friend... and it's not just today that you've spacing out..." she said... and I raised my left eye brow at her...

"well since the day after the sky thingy happens you starting to spacing out and most of the time  you forget things... and it's not like you..." she answered... "is this about franki?" she ask

my heart almost jump in my rib cage when I heard her name...but I try to recover fast...

"why did you ask?" I ask

"well remember when you called kuya(big brother) yamyam during the enrollment?"

"yeah because he is an IT and he's a student assistant and they are holding the enrollment at that time.. why?" I said

"because I'm there the whole day in the IT department.. he actually slipped out and spill the beans.." she said

"what do you mean..." I ask again this time I'm starting to worry what she's about to say...

"you ask him about franki.. the subjects she's enrolled and that is the reason as to why you beg me to enroll that subject even tho I'll be taking that subject next year so that you'll see her even in that one class.." she said and just looking at me...

"and?" I ask

"and I saw you how you hold on to her the day after sky begged for your forgiveness.. when she hugged you... you hugged her like you're life depends on her..." she added

"so you have been observing me since then?" I asked

"well not really it's just that before franki came here you're like a locked book it's hard to know you.. but when she came and she started to become part of you start to open yourself but soon I realize that the walls around you just shattered and it's now easy to tell who you are and what you are thinking and this time you're thinking about franki...am I right??" she said...

"well... u-uhhmm sort of.." I said and she look at me like saying 'really that's all?' look...

"ok yeah I've been thinking about her these days a lot..." I said truthfully... but she looks like she's not satisfied but I don't know if it's because of my answer or something else...

"well I also became close to her because she's nice and friendly and it's fun around her.. but you know as much as I'm happy that you admitted having a feelings for her but you're also my friend.. I don't want you saying to me that 'you already know by you didn't tell me' kind of phrases so I'll drop the bomb now...." she said...

"what do you mean" I ask...

"well I kind of ask her before... like a month ago when we hang onto her place..." she said trying to suspense everything

" well she's kinda.. have a boyfriend back in New Zealand and he's a model there" and she said it...

my eyes become watery and last thing I realize I'm already crying...

"sorry d but I dont think you falling deeper but not realising that you'll get hurt more when you found out late" she said.. and hugged me...

"but don't think that I'm telling you this because I don't like lgbt or something but I'm telling you this because your feelings is getting out of hand.. if only franki is single I'll even help you to be with her.." she said me after her hug...

after me Lou talked about my feelings for franki and so on I didn't realized that it's already late and we both went home...

when I got home I charged my phone because it's already dead and I went to the shower to ease my muscles...

when I got out I open my phone and I have a lot of text from franki

from:kiwi <3
hey.. just wondering if you want to watch some Netflix?

from:kiwi <3
I guess you still have meeting see you na lang tomorrow

from:kiwi <3
did you even get my text? why aren't you replying?

from:kiwi <3
did you get home already? Aki said he saw you talking to Lou in the council room and he said you looks like crying are you ok? text me back if you received this.

from:kiwi <3
hey are you ignoring me??

that's the last messege I receive from her and I don't even know what to reply into her messages there are so many things that is running into my mind.. so I replied

to:kiwi <3
just got home.. yea me and Lou talked in the council room we have a hearty talk earlier anyway I'm going to sleep na I'm so tired goodnight...

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