Because its you

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Diana's P.O.V.

after franki kissed me i felt like she meant what she said i felt how she felt for me and how real her feelings are for me

but im scared...

scare to death that this is just another dream that will never happen...

im scared that what if...

what if someday... someone in her life came...

and she have to choose between me or him and what if she chose him over me...

and she'll left me...

im hugging her right now in the couch and we are watching some Netflix series...

i think she realized that im not really paying attention to the series we are watching and in concern she asked me...

"what's wrong diana? you dont like this series?" she ask

"uhmm no not really.. its just that" she cut me off again...

"what ever it is that your thinking.. think of it that im here you're holding me tight and i wont let go unless you want me" she said

"i wont... i wont let you go unless you said so..." i said to her..

after that day i called home saying im still staying at my friends house and my cousin is actually backing me up to my mom...

i stayed for the night, we ate dinner and sleep in the same bed her head is in my shoulder and hugging me...

the whole day i cant take my mind out of the thought of her boyfriend...

"what are you thinking diana?" she ask

"if i tell you.. will you promise me not to cut me off in mid sentence before i finish?" i ask her back and she nod..

"well... do you or you dont have a boyfriend back in new zealand and please be honest" i ask her..

"well i do have but before i left we had a huge fight to be honest we never officially break up since i left the city" she answered honestly while looking at me in the eye...

"do you still love him?" i ask

"to be honest i dont know since i rarely talked to him or him talking to me...but i do want to break up with him its just that i dont have a chance to do it because he always try to change the topic whenever i have a chance to talk to him" she said honestly

one thing i know about franki is that she has a very good heart she doesn't want anything that makes people arround her sad she wants everything and everyone happy... and i guess what she's saying is true because she hates seing someone cry specially if she's the reason why that person cried...

"what am i to you now franki? am o just a mistress or something?" i ask her...

"no you're not diana... i never said it to any of my ex before but its you who i love" she said honestly...

"what do you mean you never said it to them?"  i ask

"well whenever someone ask me for a date or going out if i just 'like' that person we became together but i never really told them the word love because i never felt inlove until i met you" she said back

"so am i to you? what are now? and how do you know you love me?" i ask because i really need some answers i need to know my standing to her i need to prepare my heart...

"you are... you are the love of my life and i believe you are my soulmate... what are we? we can actually start something new not just friends but a real lover and i do know that i love you because its the very first time i felt my heart skipped a beat whener i see you... your smile makes my day complete the thought of seeing you everyday excites me and i feel im not alone anymore whenever you hold me in your arms.. "

"when? i mean when did you realize it?" i ask again

"when i saw you and sky.. when we first met like face to face... whenever i you with sky i feel like i want to take his soul out of his body and throw it in a fire pit a first i thought im just jealous that he can freely be with you but then its not when he tried to do something bad to you its the very first time i felt anger.. like i wanted to be the one to punch him in the face but when i see you that day my heart sank.. so the only thing i did to hugged you make you feel like you're safe... and the day i talked to your cousin she makes me understand you more.. and that's when i realized.. this small crush already bloom into love" she said... word by word i can feel the genuine feeling she has for me and i cant do anything but to trust her to do the right thing for this relationship... for our relationships...

i hope so...

i trust you franki......

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yan na ahh hagahaha daming ideas hahaha kailangan na maisulat bago pa magkaroon ng writters block babahaba

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