My own mind

Chapter 1: A mistake

Author: I want a disclaimer, its not that important but please be understandable, English is my second language so there might have some grammar mistakes, But i try my best to change it if you ever notice one, comment it on comment section thank you! enjoy on my craziest ideas.

Chapter 1: A mistake

This story is been kept in my mind, What if my mother choose to go to japan and didn't married my father at all cause they never meet. 

let see...

My mother at 25 age got an offer of having a job in other country in japan, which is temping for her because the wage pay is huge enough to support her family and herself, What job is in here mind is  getting in as a housemaid which is easy to apply and also you get more money than get work are housemaid in her country in Philippines

However........

What job was offered to her is to become a girl host in japan which called as a hostess they light cigarettes, provide beverages for men, offer flirtatious conversation, and sing karaoke to entertain customers. They explain to her why she got scout at not only her strong and feminine personality, its also she got  a youth beauty face and model enough to call her a doll, with here clear tanned skin, High pointed nose, Big eyes and Seductive Lips. Enough to boys to court here over but my mom isn't an easy girl, she cares about her family and her future, so she choose to study than having a relationship with others. So she studied and studied but after her high school days she stopped and choose to work are housemaid of her mom friend, its not also because she's poor her father is also a money spender, He spends it in sabong (a chicken fight game) that made them to lose his job and also there money.

She hated her father because of the actions his been doing this past days, asking to herself what did she deserve for her have any of this, she knew that this family won't last long and knew that this family is broken all along.

Her mother and her father got divorce and so she choose her mother side  because she's more safer than her father, However the reality still stuck to them, they don't have any money so she choose to get to work in a young age.

And know let's go back where she god offered a job

She got confused and uncertain on the job she got offered however this days, her mother got sick and unable to get up in her bed. She think twice of what actions should she choose her future or her mother?

But then she remember what her mother said to her after she mother got divorce "family comes first cause we're the only one we can rely to each other"

So she choose to accept the job she got offered, the employed said to her she only got a week to prepare what she needs to bring, the ticket is on them and also the visa and passport which needed in airport. and also the place where she lives.

She got home and told her mom that she got offered a job in manila (capital city in Philippines) as an housemaid, offered by her friend, she said that her friend and the family she worked with are trust able and also rich enough to support her mother and herself.

Her mother is confused of what her daughter said to here, however she know's who her friend is and great trust here because she knows that there's an opportunity to get out her in this province side which won't get her improve her future her, she approved her to go work in another city where her mother can't rich her.

The day comes which its her last day in her hometown, she packed her clothes and things that she able to take with her in japan, Her mother hugged her and tell her to call her after she got arrived, Her mother give her 500 pesos ( 10$) as her money pocket when going to manila (which she didn't tell it was japan). 

She waved her fair well to her mother, seeing her lying in her bed.

Her tears got dried and got on that car where her employer is.

after a day

she got arrived in japan, they bought her to a building with they she just realized she's not the only one who got the job there are also other pretty girls with different charms and also different nationality. Her confidence got lowered because her clothes aren't that attractive and look like a rundown rug dress, but then she took a picture inside a pocket of her mom and got a motivation on it  and tried to get her self back together.

Thankfully, she got accepted because of her beauty and her personality.

But after a months got dragged out by the job where she stayed at, she got intimate relationship with her costumer and got pregnant which is a rules that getting pregnant as a hostess is not permitted in a host club.

And that's how folks i was born, and recognize as "a mistake" 

The man who got her pregnant is a yakuza (mafia) which is a dangerous one to get at, the man who made me got in jail after my mother got pregnant, the reason? because of illegal business, she tried to get contacted with him but she got cut off by the people who's also involved with him.

She has nothing to run into but herself, she can't contact her mother because after weeks she got her job in japan, she got a news her mother died out of stroke inside there home.

She all-by herself, however thankfully her friends/co-workers helped her to try herself get back together, However she began to resent the baby in her tummy, when she remember how the man left her after she got pregnant, but then they baby kicked her tummy and she started crying, regretting on actions she tried to pushed her mistake to her baby even when she is innocent.

Her friends give her advice how her life goes on and helped her to find a job even she got pregnant.

After a years when't by

I'm already 5 years old and my mother got a decent job as an house agent 

and love me and never call me as "a mistake"

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Author: Ayy yo wazzup peps, so i know they were many grammar mistakes that i made but i can't recognize if there was any of them but still message me if they were one so i can edit it!

thank you tune in for chapter 2

which how i continue this imaginary life :> peace out