leave me alone//cobrablack

R E A L L I F E

ondreaz lightly blushed at the nickname and got up off his bed to get dressed. he threw on a hoodie and some jeans and walked downstairs and got into his car. he drove over to zahavas apartment and knocked on her door. she answered with shorts on and old hoodie of his. he looked her up and down causing her to blush she invited him in and they sat down.

after a couple minutes ondreaz broke the silence.

" okay i have to get this off my chest. when you got pregnant i got scared like the bitch that i am and instead of talking it through with you i left like a horrible dad. i should've been there for you and ziana and those things i said the other day i swear i didn't mean it. i was afraid that you wouldn't ever let me see her again so i said hurtful things. i never wanted her to die but i was scared you'd be mad at me for getting you pregnant in the first place. i should've been there to buy you a car as your push present and hold our daughter in my arms while you caught your breath but instead i wasn't there i ran off and got drunk. i knew she was alive though i sent you money through the hard times and sometimes i'd even see you shopping for her. i wanted to be her life so bad but i was so afraid that i let my fear stop me. but im not afraid anymore. you and ziana are the best things that have ever happened to me i'd go over taylers house and see pictures of her and smile. when ever you'd post a picture of her i'd screenshot it and save it. and all of this could've been avoided has i just loved you and beeen there for you. and im sorry that i missed her first steps and her first words but im here now and even if means i die trying i want to fix things with the both of you."

by the end zahava had tears running down and cheeks and hugged ondreaz climbing into his lap. he wrapped his arms around her and kissed her forehead. she mumbled out "thank you" from in his sweatshirt. eventually she fell asleep in ondreazs arms and he kicked off his shoes and started to stand up but she latched on harder. he slipped off his jeans and hoodie leaving him in a shirt and his boxers. he laid down under her throwing a blanket over the two of them and they both drifted off into sleep. thinking about eachother.

( i hope y'all enjoyed my long chapter😗)