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do y'all ever get so pissed of at your parents to the point where you wanna beat tf outta them cuz they think I'm crying cuz I'm scared nah bitch it's cuz im 10 seconds of beating yo ass. can't stand my homophobic ass parents but they hate trump so that's a win but still it's 2020 why is homophobia still a thing!? i remember when i was younger they used to turn off "take me to church" my houser because it was a "nasty song" even tho i saw nothing wrong with it. they tell me not to listen to stuff like SAD! by xxxtentacion and 1-800-273-8255 by logic because there too depressing. when they can't see that im depressed i try to act happy for everyone and smile but some nights i just wanna cut so badly just to feel it. ive never tried it but im so close to trying it so i can at least feel something. i hate how ugly i feel like compared to everyone else in my family im nothing. my parents don't gaf about me like i just wanna end it all. :/

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