Dear diary,
Two things, Netflix and Ice-cream.
I spent my whole Sunday re-watching Teen wolf after church. I just kept thinking what I did wrong, whether I need a change in my attitude, my body, my face.
I've had two boyfriends and none has worked out for me, I haven't even gotten a freaking first kiss. These things sometimes just makes me insecure and worried. I know I shouldn't, I haven't even gone to college and it's still highschool.
This is utterly ridiculous, I wouldn't change a damn thing about myself for some boy.
I just want to know that someone out there loves me, no matter the amount of fights we have. Someone that can be patient with me when I get angry. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends but looking around and at myself just makes me wonder like why me?
I just want to be loved not just in a friendly way but that's too much ask right?
Love, Blue
Dear diary...
I'm still angry. Cole took advantage of me and I want revenge but Blue advised me too cool off which I did by going to the lake. It was my own sort of peace, the water, the breeze and most especially the silence. I ended up writing a poem;
Sometimes we regret decisions we made in the past
Love, trust and friendship
Betrayal, lust and envy.
Only words can express our true feelings.....
Only us can break the chain..
After writing this poem, I felt a bit better until I saw two frogs mating eww!!.Then I told myself to have a little courage. I will talk to cole about it first thing tomorrow
XOXO..
Naya
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