FOR YOU

Chapter eight

Dear Diary,

Naya was beyond pissed when I told her what happened at the party as we were having the sleepover with our friends.

"What do you mean we kissed" Naya repeated for the ninth time

" That's what she just said, you want her to speak it in Spanish?" Gwen said rolling her eyes.

" Exactly, it was just a drunken kiss. Not like it meant something" Emily spoke up

It did and Naya knows too.

"Yeah, it's like whatever. People do it in movies all the time." Luna added

" O my God, Luna this isin't one of your Korean teen drama. Get your shit together." I clapped back at Luna. I instantly felt bad after what I said and apologized.

"Hey, what's up with you?" Naya asked with concern

" It's nothing really, it's just that.." I said with tears threating to fall but I held it back and continued," I feel so stupid."

" Hey we got you" Ava said rubbing my back in circles and the girls nodded in agreement.

"The look on his face when he was talking to Taylor. I felt like I was some kind of doll to practice on for the real thing." I said after telling them what happened to me at the party. I chuckled at the fact that I thought we would actually be together. 

"Look, clearly this party wasn't so lit for any of us but nothing a Korean series can't fix"Luna said bringing out the CDs.
We all laughed by Luna's urge to watch her Korean series

"I've got Boys before flowers or ohh this one is good, Pinocchio Syndrome." She said with a smile plastered on her face.

"Why don't we watch both, clearly we need the distraction" April contributed and we all agreed with her. That's how we spent our Saturday watching chick flick Korean series.
                                                Love, Blue

Dear diary,
I am soo angry and disappointed. How? Why? I don't understand, how was I drunk? I didn't take alcohol, I would never.

Blue narrated what happened in the party. She said that after she caught Jordan flirting with Taylor, she wanted to leave immediately. So she looked for me and later found me in the bedroom with Cole. How did I even get to the bedroom? O my God did he want to rape me? How disgusting. I can barely remember anything apart from the drink a guy gave me.

She said that once she opened the door she couldn't believe her eyes. She caught us making out. I repeat MAKING OUT!!
She immediately grabbed his shirt and shouted at Cole for taking advantage of me.

How could I be soo stupid? How will I show my face at school on monday? I should change my name, dye my hair no mum will never agree or better move to Africa.

Before I slept, Ava whispered to me
"Naya I know you hate Cole, but I actually think that he likes you"

"Honey what? First of all,  Cole likes all girls like literally all of them so just because of some stupid kiss it doesn't prove that I'm special or anything"I said angrily
"And I'm not ready to be one of his girls " I concluded turning my head to the other side.

XOXO...
Naya