Sidemen Imagines

Alex (1)

(Warning: cheating)

*Y/V POV*

I've been with Alex for over three years now and they've been the best, we both have YouTube channels and we help each other out with video ideas and understand each other when we're stressed. I'd been with people before that didn't understand when I'd stress about getting my videos up in time. Alex was so good to me and people liked us together so it was great. I've just got back from my trip to Australia early to celebrate our 4 year anniversary and I was just about to walk through when I hear talking. I quietly open the door, I see Alex and a girl sat together drinking, I can see how drunk he is. That's when she leans in to kiss him, all I can do is close my eyes and run away slamming the door shut.

He's cheating on me. Tears drip down my face. I slide down against a wall, outside of my best friends apartment door, my body curls its self together to hide the embarrassment and betrayal I felt. I replay all the out comes of what happened after I left and what could be happening while I'm sat crying. This just makes everything worse. Eventually Talia opens the door to find me outside.

"Omg babe, what's happened?" She says crouching net to me trying to move me to a sofa. She closed the door and told Simon and JJ to move and go somewhere else. I keep wiping the tears from my eyes still unable to believe he could do this to me. "Y/N talk to me babygirl, what's wrong?"

"A-Alex," is all I can stutter out through my sobs that are getting increasingly worse. It was like she knew in that second what had happened. She grabbed a few blankets including my favourite yellow one, she also got some ice cream out and chocolate with all the alcohol she could find. She had the right idea drink away my problems. Sounded like the best thing to do. Although probably not. I started eating the ice cream which makes me stop crying and able to talk a bit more. "I was here to surprise him and he had a girl over and she kissed him."

"Dickhead," she says through her teeth pulling me into a hug letting my head rest on her shoulder. She pours me a drink and forces me to down it. "Come on lets have a good night and make you forget about him. She calls JJ and Simon back through and tells them a bit of what happened. They were both about to leave to go fight him for hurting me. Instead they cheer me up with a lot of drinks and movies and telling different stories to cheer me up. At around 4 I fell asleep using Talia's lap as a pillow.

In the morning I planned to confront Alex about last night. All I could do was beg that there was a reason or explanation that meant he didn't cheat. I knocked on the door holding back my tears, Alex opens it. His eye widen in excitement and goes to hug me. I step back though.

"Y/N, are you okay?" He asks.

"Is she still here?" I ask looking in his room.

"Who? What are you on about, love?"

"You know. Don't act all innocent. I saw you last night. Kissing another girl!" I raise my voice not doing great at controlling my emotions.

"Excuse me," he shouts back, "How shitty of a person do you think I am!"

"Don't act all innocent."

"Y/N, are you kidding me."

"Is it me? Am I not good enough? Did I do something wrong?" I pick up one of the pillows from his bed and angrily throw it at him. "How could you?" I stutter out through tears that had managed to slip out. I begin to through all my clothes onto his bed so i could carry them to Talia's to stay there.

"Y/N, for god sake stop!" Alex grabs my arms holding them to my sides. He'd started crying too. "I would never cheat on you, whatever you think you saw you're wrong. I didn't kiss anyone. I will admit I was drunk but last night I was with George, his girlfriend and one of her friend. Nothing happened. When she tried to kiss me, I pushed her away and just left room. I went on a walk. All I wanted was to be with you, because I've missed you. I'm sorry for the pain I caused you last night, I didn't mean it. Y/N I love you. I never want to hurt you." His arms wrap around me pulling me tightly into him. I trusted him, but maybe I was trusting him because I was hurt and didn't want to believe it. I hug him back sobbing into his chest. He kisses the to of my head and squishes me into him more. "I missed you," he says sadly.

"I missed you," I look into his eyes trying to find the truth. I could always tell if he was lying and that went with most people. He was telling the truth.