You have been woken up by hard shaking. You open your eyes. "We are here (Y/N)" What does George mean, we are here? Wait, you remember you were kidnapped the second time and then they got you back. You get up.
Seeing out of the car window you are in a garage. Getting out of the car you barely can walk. So what George did was lift you and carry you out of the big Car park/ garage? you don't know where he's taking you but you are too tired. You rest your eyes slightly but you know how you are in an elevator.
You recognize it. You have been in it a few times already. You are at what they call it...Jim's place. Well, it's good to be back. George takes you back to the room you were given by Mister Manuël.
He gently puts you down in your bed and walks away.
Your arm hurts to much when you moved, so you just kept still.
When he returns he is holding a box. It's a first aid kit. He is trying to clean the big cut that they left on your arm. With that, he places it next to you and flicks it open. Taking out a small bottle and some cotton pads.
" This is going to hurt but if we don't do anything about it, It might scar badly and worst case scenario it will get infected. "
You don't care what he is saying, all you want is to rest in your bed and forget about everything that has happened to you, over a course of a few days.
You stare silently at the wall as you felt yourself bleeding out
But then the powerful stinging starts, you try to ignore it. Sadly, every second you concentrate on it gets worse and worst. You flinch at the pain.
He applies more pressure what makes it hurt even more.
Thinking to your self the pain will be over soon enough. You just have to wait and bear with it for your own good.
When his done cleaning you and securing it with some bandages because in the middle of it started bleeding again.
He finally left you to rest so you thought. But no. He came back to you with some food. You knew you were extremely hungry but you felt sick when you saw it.
"You have lost a lot of blood and you haven't eaten in days. You have to eat because I'm surprised you made it back like this even"
He makes you sit up and with your eyes still closed he tried to feed you like a baby. Bight by bight you eat everything and then he told you " You can rest now, and don't go anywhere. Don't open the door unless it's me. You'd know when I knock on the door 5 times like this"
He knocks on the door to you to listen to the 5 knocks in rhythm, he just made up. You nod your head with eyes barely open and you fall back into the bed. In corner of the eye, you see him leave.
You just wanted to rest as much as possible especially after what happened to you at the Place that they took you and the terrible things that happened to you over the course of a week. All you wanted to do was to feel same again. To feel normal and live a normal life.
You did not feel the same in the room but when you opened your eyes you notice a camera in the corner. It wasn't there before as you re-call but then you think.
Jim might have installed it there for your safety.
The thought that you were being watched unsettled you. It meant you no longer have privileges or privacy. But for safety reasons you are feeling ok to know Jim would do anything in his power so this would not happen to you again.
The flashbacks of the past few days did not sit with you. psychologically speaking you know things like amnesia or even worse PTSD can come along after trauma.
When you go throw trauma your brain sometimes says wow I can't live without knowing about it so it sends the stress to the body.
There are two types of trauma, hyperarousal and hyperarousal dispositive. Symptoms of hyperarousal include: feeling of shame, sleep difficulty, Active behaviours such as gambling, smoking etc. Foibas, mental blackness, numbness, mood swings, crying not knowing why, night terrors, anxiety, avoidant behaviours, such as avoiding certain people or certain places.
The Hyperarousal dissociative symptoms are very sudden shifts in mood, depersonalization, feeling as if the world around you is not real, amnesia(memory loss), freezes and replaying trauma. You knew a thing or two about psychology.
The best thing to do was to rest and find a way to feel safe again. If a person does not have a recovery place when going throw something they would have the symptoms lot worse.
But you can't rest. Ok, let's try to relax. You get out of bed and walk to the bathroom. Nothing calls for relaxation more than a hot long-ass shower. Many use that to feel like washing off everything negative in their life.
You take off your clothes and cover bandages. Put the shower on and walk-in.
The hot water all around your naked body again feels good. The familiar burning sensation...
You are thinking to yourself that you might need to see Jim soon to ask questions.
How dear he let you be kidnapped and mistreated. You both know he would have high security. No one goes in or out unnoticed.
You question his motives. He knew you will get kidnapped. That's why it was easy to get you back. He is the only one who knows what's going on and you need answers.
Some might say he might even be behind this. Nobody knows but you wish he does not have any part of what happened to you. In any way what's so ever.
YOU ARE READING
Adam and Eve.
Romance• ONGOING. Where did it all begin? In the past? In the future? Who can say where it began? Do the beginning and the end even exist? Or is it a connection to an endless loop? You will carry this pain until you read to find out.
