just speak for once

Part 2

The car journey back to Phil's apartment wasn't that long, but it felt like a lifetime considering the amount of awkward silence. I was never the one that would start a conversation, I feel like I'm being annoying and pushing people to tell me everything. Well I suppose Phil has already told him part of his life story so I may as well ask a few questions considering I don't really know him that well.
"So, Phil" I started "I don't really know much about you, I only technically know your name and that you have a daughter" I laughed nervously biting my lip and looking down, but then reminding myself that I have to look up more and lifted my head. Phil must of saw my lifting my head because he laughed to himself and looked over to me for a second before looking at the road again.
"You're right Dan, we don't know much about each other, so I guess I'll start of by saying that I'm 27, I have an apartment in London, well you've seen my looks, I like muse, and here's the weird bit, I make YouTube videos for a living, so some people might come up to me and say hi". Phil's biting his lip now and looks nervous for some reason, is it the YouTube thing he's worried about maybe, Phil seems like a cool guy.
"Wow, that's cool, what sort of videos do you make?" I'm generously curious now.
"well that's a hard question to answer because I really just speak into a camera and people like me for some reason but I guess I talk about strange things that happen to me or what I did that day, I sometimes do challenge type things with friends. It really just depends" he says looking at me for a few seconds to look back at the road every few seconds. "Well Dan, it's your turn, what about you, I don't know much about you either, I know you're younger than me, I can tell. "
"I am younger than you, your right, in 23, th-that's not a bad thing is it" I stuttered, he is five years older than me, I don't mind but for some people that's weird and they don't like it and I really hope Phil isn't one of these people.
"What no, that's not a problem, not at all, don't worry, I must admit I thought you were older than that but we can work around it can't we" Phil says. We turn into what I presume is the car park where Phil's apartment is, all the flats around here look fairly nice so I feel safe for some reason even though we are in the middle of London. Phil parks the car and turns of the engine and turns round to look at me waiting for an answer.
"Wha- Oh yeah we can work around it, eh, there's really not much about me I mean, you know what I look like, I like muse as well as you, and I work in Toys R Us even though I don't like talking to people, I have social anxiety, and that's about it really". That was it, that was literally everything about me. My life feels so boring compared to Phil's. How can people do that, have a great life, and I'm stuck in a shop hiding from people. Phil unclipped his seat belt and began stepping out of the car before he came back in and shut it again and looked toward me, away from the road. "Phil? Are you okay what's wrong?" I asked worry evident on my face.
"don't worry dear, there's just a girl outside wearing a t-shirt that has my YouTube name on it, and it's not like I don't want to see her, it's just that we are right outside my apartment and my fans know about my child and my ex-wife, so what will people think when I come home with a guy, and I don't want them to see my coming into my apartment because I don't really want teenagers stalking my house". Phil explained laughing to himself. It must be quite hard for him, I mean he puts his whole life on to YouTube by the sounds of it, I wouldn't want teenagers coming up to me and asking about my personal stuff either.

After a few minutes, we made our way into Phil's apartment, carrying all of the presents for his daughter and we 'dumped' as Phil put it in the hallway, his living room was filled with lots of colours and it looked like a geek's hideout, I loved it, if this room doesn't describe Phil's personality then nothing will. Phil sat down on his couch turned the TV on, I was still standing looking at everything in Phil's apartment when Phil cleared his throat and tapped to the cushion next to him for me to sit down next to him. I quickly took of my jacket and put it over one of the dining chairs, revealing my works clothes which I forgot that I was still wearing. I walked over and sat down feeling quite awkward considering Phil was basically lying on the couch, his legs spread out across the chair while his shoulders were up against the arm of the chair.
"Come over a bit babe, make yourself comfy, lie down in front of me...there we go isn't that much comfier" he said as I lay down in from of him. He felt strangely warm and I was really comfy even though I still did feel a little tense, that was until Phil started running his fingers up and down my arm and side. I felt like I was relaxing more and I began to lean into him more, almost as if the was some sort of life support. I don't even know what was on the TV I wasn't paying attention anymore, I was more focused on Phil's little touches that he was giving me. It's weird but I felt like I belonged here, in Phil's arms, I wasn't going to let him leave easily no way on earth.

After what felt like hours, Phil tugged on my side and I turned over to face him, I can't believe we even fit on this couch, two grown men. He placed his arm on my waist and pulled me into a kiss, this kiss wasn't like the one in the car park before it was much more needed and full of lust, our lips moved against each other, there was moans and lip biting and groans coming from both of us it didn't take long before our little cuddle session tuned into a full make out session and Phil had turned me over on the couch so he was straddling me properly.
"I'm not going to fuck you, but I want to make you feel good. " Phil spoke into my ear. His voice full deeper and much, much sexier. I groaned at the thought of him and bucked my hips into his. "Just say if you want to stop I don't want to force you into anything" phil said looking at me in the eye so I knew he was being genuine. "It's okay you can go" I replied to him I began to squirm underneath him, I needed some sort of friction and my jeans were way too tight now. I grabbed his hips and pulled them down on mine, our hips moving against each other with lots of force, as I did this Phil attacked my neck with his mouth and I moved around until I let out a throaty moan. And threw my head to the side to give him more access to my sensitive neck.
"look what I found, is someone's neck a little bit sensitive" Phil moaned licking my ear shell and moving to kiss just down where my ear started
"ph-ahh-phil oh god" I moaned I couldn't handle it anymore I was so hard and my jeans definitely wasn't helping.
"What is it babe, tell me what you want" Phil was looking at me now and was starting to unbutton my shirt to take it off.
"I need you, so-oh- bad, I want- I need more" I was panting now, if I don't get rid of these now I don't know what I'll do. Phil moved off of me now and he began to take of my trousers and he chucked them to the side. He soon got up and took of his own clothes, giving me a little performance, leaving only his boxers on an he climbed back on top of me, he kissed me again for a few seconds before kissing his way down my body and stop just before my boxers. He took them into his mouth and began to pull them down, making sure to be extra slow to create more friction for me. He really did know how to tease someone and it was sending me over the edge, he looked up at me one more time and then slowly licked his tongue up my length starting from my base. He suddenly took me in his mouth at once and started bobbing his head. I grabbed his hair and he moaned from it. I guess I found out a little kink of his. He made sure to pay attention to my head and it wasn't long before I came.
"Ph-Phil, I'm going to come, oh god, Phil" I moaned I felt the familiar feeling in my stomach as Phil began to go faster, I bucked into his mouth suddenly and Phil had to hold my hips down. I suddenly saw white and I came into his mouth and he swallowed all of it to my surprise. He came up to me and kissed me again.
"Wh-what about you don't you want me t-"I started but I was cut off by Phil's lips moving against mine once more. He broke the kiss and placed his forehead against mine like he did at the car park earlier today.
"No, I'll be fine, I wanted this to be about you, and anyway I don't think you have the energy, I take it was a long time since something like that happened to you" he giggled to himself. We lay down on the couch again and we turned to the TV again, whatever was on is now finished and we both have no idea what the plot is or what's happening. Phil got up and put on a film. It was Guardians of the Galaxy.
"Good choice" I said hand he climbed in behind me again and kissed my shoulder blade. We started watching the Film but it wasn't long before I fell asleep the sound of Phil's breathing.

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The end. This wasn't supposed to be a long chapters fic so there won't be any more parts to it nope you enjoyed reading it. I enjoyed writing it but fixing my errors was horrible hahaha
See y'a.

Btw the link on my page is to my old YouTube channel I made it ages ago and I regret it so much everything is so fucking bad so whatever you do don't go into it