Colliding Worlds

Chapter 42.

Rya's pov.

A week later.

It's been a week already and i still haven't told Silvestro my secret.

I tried as best as i could to keep it off my mind because i definitely couldn't stop myself from kissing him, and each time i did, i felt like a traitor, like i was doing something bad.

I hated myself for that.

But it seemed i wasn't the only one in it.

Silvestro also had something he was keeping, something he couldn't tell me. I didn't know what, but i knew he was hiding something. And since i couldn't tell him my secret, i couldn't grudge him anymore for not telling me his, it was a pathetic situation where we both stayed in partial comfortable silence.

I wanted to tell him.

But I was scared.

Scared of leaving him, sacred of how he'll react.

He probably won't react bad.

I'm just being silly.

All i need to do is tell him softly, just as i told Jason and Peter.

He won't freak out, maybe just a bit.

I sighed remembering how Peter laughed when i told him and how Jason gawked. He told the Grand Master of my departure on Monday and preparations were being made for me.

All that was left was Silvestro.

I sighed and pushed our room door open waiting for Silvestro to come in after me. I'm sure if i over think one more time my dinner would be all over the floor.

He walked in with a small smile and closed the door "Hey, Silver"

"yeah, cupcake?" he responded walking to me

"i need to tell you something" i could hear my heart beat in my throat and all i could bring myself to think was that everything would be alright and he won't take things bad.

He won't. I don't know why I've been stressing this long. Maybe i was just too scared of leaving and was considering not leaving.

A knock came and a purple envelope was slipped under the door.

What could that be, it's probably from Laura!.

I raced to the door, not wanting him to see the contents of the envelope and find out my secret before i told him.

He sped to the door before i did and took the envelope. My eyes expanded almost to the shape of saucers. Oh my Lord!

"can i have the envelope please, Silvestro."

"no, it's meant for me" he protested

"how are you sure, we're both in this room and it could be meant for me, even for the both of us. Please give me the envelope Silvestro"

His eyes became a little watery and dull and i wanted to reconsider taking the envelope seeing he was so sure it was his but he handed it to me like an obedient child and I felt my chest hurt.

Maybe this is what he's been keeping from me, he probably wants to tell me himself. What if it's contents is something i won't like.

He turned around and walked to his bed, he sat down with a sigh and buried his head in his hands.

"I, i don't want to read it's contents anymore, Silver. I'm sure it's yours, I'm sorry for acting the way i did. I don't know what got into me. I'm sorry" i apologised giving him the envelope but he shook his head and raised his head up