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Himawari's Pov:
After seeing that post, I wasn't myself anymore.. or the self I was becoming. As we ate, I couldn't help but think about that picture. Could it be photoshopped? Am I just overreacting? No, I should stand my ground. Should I ask him about it? No that would be awkward. I should just wait for him to-
"Kaotaka, are you alright?"
I snap out of my trance to face Kiyoko and Yachi's worried expressions.
"Ah... I'm fine."
"Then why are you crying?"
It was then that I realized tears had been running down my cheeks the whole time. I wiped my cheeks with the sleeve of my sweater.
"Oh.. haha.."
"Himawari, it's okay to cry."
At that moment I start to ball my eyes out. I covered my face in a failed attempt to hide the fact I was crying. Kiyoko moved closer to me, rubbing my back. Yachi also moved closer and wrapped her arms around me. Even though my face was covered, I could feel the eyes on me, as if they were burning cigarettes getting shoved into my back.
"I'm sorry guys. I-I'll talk about it later. Please get me out of here."
Because I was crying, they couldn't hear what I said that clearly, but I'm guessing they heard 'sorry' 'talk 'later' 'out of here' cause they helped me up and walked me home.
As soon as I got home I started to cry my heart out. Everything hurt. I ran upstairs and took all my clothes off. I was now wearing a black hoodie with white shorts. I threw myself at my pillow, continuing to sob. I got a text, thinking it was Hinata I prepared myself and looked. It was actually my mom telling me she won't be home for 2 more weeks. I didn't care about that, it was just normal for me.
I got another text, this time from Hinata
Sunshine Shoyo🧡☀️: Good-afternoon Squishy❤️❤️❤️ Sorry I didn't text you that much today, I heard you were out with Yachi and Kiyoko, so I didn't wanna bother you..forgive me!!🥺🥺
You wiped your tears and blew your nose with a tissue before replying with
You: shoyo. I don't want to talk to you right now. I just need some time to think.
