only you

love.

I had took Jess's phone and went on her social media and texted everybody that she never loved Dalia and she only asked her out because it was a dare and she ws bored. she could never love her. yeah they believed it. and she believed it. my plan was working great. we gotten close again, and i was doing everything i could for her. i bought her a 100 dollar ring. she said it was to much money and she couldnt possibly accept it, but i convinced her that it wasnt that it wasn that much and i still had a lot left over. which was true.

later that day when I gave her the ring we went to gym class and was getting dressed. then dalia said" hey Sarah can i talk to you" I thought this was my chance But What she said next destroyed me, "there is this guy who i've been talking to and i really like him what should I do"  

my face felt hot. a thousand things in my mind forms and then thats when I realized that she's gone again. gone in his sweater. gone in his eyes. gone in his love. i have to get rid of him. I cant let them be together, but I cant say that they should'nt. " take it slow dont come on to fast,let him ask you out" " thanks so much Sarah" then smiled. Almost made me change my mind. But I know I am doing the right thing.

when class is over I go over to dalia and I see that she is talking to someone, so I go head to the lockeroom so i can change. as i walk towards to the lockeroom, i taker put my phone and just watch some videos not seeing where i was going really. then I walk into someone. we both fall down on the hard gym floor. when I sit up I can see that he had already gotten up and is holding out his hand for me to grab while holding his head. I take his hand and when he pulls me up we make eye contact. after a minute i snap out of it an say," Im so sorry I wasnt looking where i was going and-" then I see that he is reaching in his bag and pulls out a bandaid. i've seen him on my bus before. he then opens the bandaid and puts it on my head,smiles,and walks away.

MY HEART FLUTTERS.