Feelings. It's a strange thing that I can't yet comprehend. I never was able to really, cause most of my life I couldn't feel and all I did was fake my emotions. It's strange really. To feel. To feel love and sadness and pain. Even though I cause the most pain, I now get a sense of guilt. Especially when I look at her. Dahlia, she really is a flower. Her beauty is beyond words and when I look at her a strange feeling blooms in my heart. I...I like it?
But more over I also don't because I get a feeling of what one might say guilt for all the things I have done to achieve this level of closeness. The things I have done to be the only one. Her only friend. I'm not saying that I regret anything, I'm just saying things could've went a different way. But I can't change the past, no matter how much I wish to. But I have learned one thing about feelings though. A person will do anything no matter how cruel and absurd because of their feelings. And I have fallen victim to that fact. Yes I'm here again, and I can't take back the past nor can I change what I have done. But I am here again. And I am going to try not to act on emotion. But on logic.
I am a new person.
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Misteri / Thrillersarah has a crush on her best her friend dalia. but she pretends to like other people because her best friend and her other friend start dating. but when they break up she tries not to let it show so now she found someone who likes her and they sta...
