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𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕪 𝕤𝕚𝕩

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The heart-fluttering memory of them standing on Hoseok's front porch and staring at each other still lingered inside his head, not daring to leave and completely blocking everything else around him out so that paying attention in classes became extremely difficult.

The moment where the two were desperately seeking for something so specific in one another's eyes, anything that acted as a glimpse of hope for both of their ferociously beating hearts, only sent them into a stage of panic when their insecurities got to the best of them that alas, there was nothing there.

Except in reality, there was.

The two's vision was just so incredibly clouded that they could barely see what was right before their eyes, let alone let themselves believe the reality of each other's feelings.

And Hoseok could've sworn, that the two were leaning in towards each other.

He didn't know why, or what would've happened, but even someone as blind and clueless at the two of them had noticed it. Perhaps it was the simple electrifying energy or gravitational pull between the two that made him think that, like an illusion of some sort.

Except, it felt so real.

Which is the same exact reason why they stopped themselves from closing in on that small, yet also spacious gap between them.

Because they were terrified.

Hoseok hadn't even taken note of when Yoongi was sending him constant worried glances throughout the period and also during lunch; since Hoseok was usually never this spaced out, and when he was it was always something bad.

Though little did Yoongi know, that it wasn't something troubling because Hoseok was thinking about him.

It wasn't easy trying to decipher your feelings or attempting at figuring yourself out; hell, being a teenager in high school was difficult as it is, with the preformed insecurities going into that intimidating foreign building, and only piling up when comparing yourself to other fellow peers.

Not the mention the amount of pressure parents and teachers put on you as well, so trying to balance all of these things together finally made Hoseok fall and trip into a dark abyss that was his self-doubt.

And when the scale wasn't balanced, everything fell apart.

Whenever he focused on dance, his grades plummeted and everything school related came crashing down on him, only promising late work to catch up on or more tests to correct. But when he spent more time devoted to studying and getting straight As, all those few hours of sleep only ensured a poorer performance at the studio and low attention span.

And watching all those once hopeful eyes glistening with admiration switch to looks of disappointment hurt more than anything.

But when the boy was focused on Min Yoongi, a stranger who just waddled into his life and turned it upside down completely, time from both dance and academics was stripped away from him. As his brain was in such a confused state of mind that he simply didn't have the space capacity to get a simple assignment done, or practice just a few steps of his choreography.

Because every inch of his brain was thrown into a whirlpool of flashbacks regarding either their most recent conversation with each other, or more significant interactions that held a bigger place in his heart.

Like the times when they cried in each other's arms and spent hours solely comforting one another in silence or reassuring words, whispering phrases that sent both their hearts spiraling out of control.

Hoseok's heart only thumped at those memories just like when he was actually experiencing it the first time around.

But of course, Yoongi didn't know that.

And Hoseok didn't know that he had captured Yoongi's heart completely, the elder's heart only swelling up more and more with pure bliss as every passing thought consisting of anything regarding Hoseok painted that pretty crimson on his cheeks, or brought the two ends of his mouth into an upward curve.

From Hoseok's heart shaped smile, to his cute little dimples and fluffy brown hair that bounced up and down with every stride, from his light and bubbly laugh to his lighthearted and sweet personality; Yoongi knew he was perfect.

Because Yoongi was falling, and falling for him hard.

But what Yoongi didn't realize was that Hoseok was starting to as well.

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