Story of stories

I HATE HER

I hate her sometimes

I hate how she looks directly at me and shows no mercy

I hate how she touches my face and inspects every inch of it looking at the imperfections

I hate how she makes my favorite food turn into too much calories 

I hate how I try so much to please her and it is never enough

I hate how i have to live up to her

I hate how every passing moment in everyday i hear her voice in my head

I hate how i try to impress her

I hate how no matter how much i love her she looks at me with disgust

I hate how no matter how much she loves me she is still disappointed

I hate i am never enough for her

I hate how her clothes fit me weird

I hate her voice

I hate her goals

I hate how she makes me do things i don't want to

I hate how wants to achieve too much

I hate the scars she leaves on me

I hate how she uses me as a shield

I hate she never lets me cry

I hate how she blames things on me

I hate how she doesn't defend me

I hate the things she makes me do

I hate her need for perfection

I hate how she doesn’t think im beautiful

I hate how she joins in on the teasing

I hate her

I hate her so much

But most of all i hate how i can’t escape her 

A message from my body to my mind