Tons of Shit

Poem # 2: Sorry

"I was young and so naive,
I got nothing to achieve,
I got no dream, no goal, no trophy to get
I just got me, myself and no one else.

I was lonely yet I'm happy,
I don't believe in God.
I think I should just go away,
No one cares either way.

I felt so alone in the photograph,
In this big family I have,
They should know that I don't live,
That I'm just trying to survive.

I don't know anymore,
Can someone please save me,
I just felt so outcasted,
Is it because of my looks or because I'm me.

I got no talent, no skills, no nothing,
I just got my pencil, my pen, my blanket.
This body isn't mine even,
I was forced to believe that.

That's why I believe in No God,
Cause I felt that was right.
I'm a mess, can you guess???
I can't even set my priorities straight!!!

I miss it when I'm younger,
when they would hug me when I'm sick.
Now I felt like they were sick of me,
And that I got nothing to give.

I felt so hollow,
So broken,
So ugly.

I felt like no one likes me,
Not even this family.

Please just ignore me,
Don't look in my way.
I don't want to have anything,
For that to just be rip away.

Please, just let me,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry...
I'm sorry.
Im sorry.

I'm sorry for existing.
Could please forgive me???
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This came from my other book, so yeah.....