HIGH AND LOW [COMPLETED]

I lost her

Hello,

Sometimes I really think I should just wait for more votes and then update, but I'm excited myself to know what's gonna happen next so here I'm😐
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The elixir of life is life itself. The more you live it, the less you regret about it, the more you live it your way, the less you fear of it's end. You wanna die when you are over the edge but what saves you...? The will of living it again.

Sonakshi hated  her life, all her life till the moment she felt the first joy of having the will of living. She was passionately engrossed in her work and no one could ever beat her in that but now the work became a part of her life and she started living it.
The improvisations you observe in yourself sometimes disturb you for you have limited yourself already but then again,  there's always a thin line between CHANGE and EVOLUTION.

The delightful day has finally come. Whole night she has been preparing herself for expressing how exactly she feels about this place, this hotel, how she has came out of her composed world and how much astonished she herself is to find about her new evoluted version. Last three years has played the most integral part of her life till now. Those 8 days spent with him, 2 and a half in Mumbai and rest in lonavala, were biggest turning point of her whole character and personality.
Those memories don't haunt her or hurt her anymore for she has learnt how to adjust with the fate. She chased him timelessly and can't even say that she gave up, but  there's just no point to chase someone if the person doesn't want be tracked down, your whole effort automatically turns out to nihilism and that's what she never wanted. Her efforts were not based on some passion but on the trust she had put years back from now, but on the promise he locked with the peck on her crown years back from now, but from the comfort she absorbed in the gush of his presence years back from now.

After his departure only when she realised he became necessary to her and it took her just few more days and some search operations to find that, that love, is gone forever.

But the hardest part was yet to come, which was to MOVE ON and she did it with ease because now she had the elixir of life. He was never her life nor she gave him the right to be because LIFE is the easiest thing you wanna end once your heart starts hurting and you loose whatever you have, if it's your patience, your good-fate time, your investment or your mind. So she could move on easily because she has indeed lost love but found life she wants to live.

She tucked the plates of grey satin saree in the knot in her front abdomen and pushed the Pallu on her back leaving the rest of it fall leisurely on her left hand. Her sleeveless black shining blouse was fitting perfectly in her petite body and half of her back was oozing out from it giving her the touch of oomph. She knotted her hair in a messy bun with  bangs on the forehead and placed highlighted kohl to emphasize her bold eyes. This was a big day for her, her speech wasn't ready for she decided she has to go by heart rather than some script because this is the time, if not for anyone else, then for her. 

Meanwhile in the guest chamber!

Dev decided to go with the Navy blue shirt and black blazer again because obviously, he saved them for occasions. He was indeed well off and earning good enough but never was interested in spending his money on himself or anyone else. That definitely gave  stingy tag in his image but it is what it is. He never felt like enjoying his life anymore because clearly he wasn't.

Natasha was one of his friends who was in there in his needy hour. She was his wife at one place but since last two years of their marriage he never gave her the opportunity of being his wife neither did she demand for it. She should have stood for her rights and authorities but natasha, as mentioned before, hailed from very backward family and she was very happy with the life she was gifted with Dev. She loved him since the beginning but there wasn't a single hint of him loving her back and she was okay with that. The simple naive girl had seen so less of life that she never really desired for more than she got.
Dev knew he was doing wrong with her but then if you can analyse your wrongs and right, then you can justify too. His love for Sonakshi was so broad and committed that he couldn't even think of replacing Natasha with her. He moved on too, but couldn't fill the void.