Lisa Pov
Where are you going?
I asked and that cause her to flinch
She then look back at me and I look back with a bored look
Why are you still awake at this time?
She ask
Answer my question first
I get myself a glass of water now where are you going?
I asked again
I'm just gonna meet a friend
Jennie said
At this time? Are you serious? It's dangerous!
I scold her but I'm keeping my voice down cause I don't want to wake my other members
I can handle myself go back to bed now Lis
Jennie said and was about to go but I held her wrist
No. You're staying who are you even meeting? Is that friend of yours that important that you choose that friend of yours over us?! Jennie you don't even spend time with us anymore
I told her I then heard her sigh and took a deep breath
Why the fuck do you care?!
She asked frustratingly
Because you're my friend Jennie! Why are you even acting like this? I feel like you're slowly changing
I said to her
Look Lisa I don't have time to argue with you okay my friend is waiting for me
Jennie said and was about to go again but I held her wrist again
I told you no!
I said
And who are you to tell me what to do?! I'm a grown up woman now I can make decisions on my own! Don't you know suffocating it feels whenever I'm around you?! I always have to cook you food when your hungry I always have to set my other plans aside cause you want us to spend more time I always have to set my other work aside cause I have to cuddle with you can't I have a time for myself?!
Jennie said angrily
And I felt every word of her struck my heart like a knife
I slowly let go of her wrist while looking at her
You should've told me
I told her
What?
She ask
You should have told me so I didn't do it
I said to her
I thought you did those stuff genuinely but you were just forced
I said while letting out a bitter chuckle
Lisa that's not what I meant
Jennie said but I stop her from talking
Don't worry from now on I will stop bothering you anymore so you can stop forcing yourself to cook for me, spend time with me, and cuddle with me
I said while letting out a sad smile
I'm sorry again for taking your time for yourself you can go now don't worry I won't tell the others that you sneak out
